don't think i can make videos again yet, but i want to try out streaming to get back into the swing of things with something more chill. plus, I've wanted to be able to beat diablo 2 forever, and streaming it would give me the motivation to keep going
damn that lyon vs los game was INSANE. i had NO fuckin clue who was gonna win until the very end. poor inspired, he was stressed out of his mind
I'm not even gonna bother trying to explain anything to anyone ever. think what you will. chronically online drama is too much for me, man. i'm tired. don't know why i even bothered.
i even got a politicallh correct "hate" message that told me to put myself in a psych ward, lmao. at that point i really was like "wow, ok" because i guess i hadn't realized the kind of people i had been interacting with. i'd never send anyone a message like that.
yay i'm alive :/ managed to get over the stomach flu. back was bad again (worse) due to the muscles tensing up from the nausea n stomach pain, but it's all good now.
nate (he/they) retweeted
One life lesson I know for sure: if someone has a history of mistreating people, you’re not special. You’re next.
nate (he/they) retweeted
I hope you remember human connections aren't supposed to feel like mind games
back okay until now, but stiff so will try to sleep cause sitting upright is too tiring. bad day today. too much stuff. hope tomorrow is better. don't have high hopes.
slept 5 hrs bc my back flared up. pain was so bad i almost puked. thankfully it passed eventually n i was able to sleep for a while. hope I'll sleep better tonight
update: next night/morning was also bad (less than the first), and then this morning was also bad. havent been able to sleep much, or do much of anything due to the pain & exhaustion. really hope back fixes itself, otherwise I'll have to go to the hospital.





