lilysurrender

Update: I’ve gotten my refund, I don’t think me airing out their name would be fair, Considering they did refund me after all this happened. They were super nice about it, I just needed the courage to stand up for myself so thank you for that. Also clearing up some questions: -they asked me if I would give them another chance they can have it done in 3 days, I decided to go against it since it would be rushed and I’d be reminded of this experience I rather put an end to. - no this isn’t engagement bait, I have nothing to gain from Twitter. What would I have to gain from here? All of my real goals as a vtuber are being met on twitch and fansly. I’ve been streaming for not even 2 months yet and I think I’m doing amazing. I’m not used to tweets actually getting engagement so I didn’t know this would be a big deal - I apologize if I caused anyone any stress or anger, specially to the artist. They can rest assured everything is great on my side. Things happen and sometimes we’re scared to face it so I’m not upset over waiting, specially after being refunded.

Artist ghosted me to post work with a big vtuber. $200 commission is not nothing. Not 1 single draft despite the deadline being pushed back 6 months. It just sucks to be pushed aside for other streamers, im a person too 🥺 they’re still taking coms on twitter

Wanna give mommy a 5090? 😼

Updated stream schedule🥰 #asmr

my life as a vtuber

I’m colorblind I can’t see red flags :3

I got a raid from the cutest girl and I forgot to shout them out and it’s the middle of my night and I just shot up out of bed wondering if she hates me 😭

AHH my debut is in 40 minutes 🥺👉👈 I’m so nervous 🤍

😳heard you like thighs.. Debut in 3 days.. kinda nervous

🤍DEBUT ANNOUNCEMENT🤍 AHH IM SO EXCITED!! I cant wait to show you what I’ve been working on for the past year 🥺 Thank you to all those who are still here and have followed me through my stream journey! I’ve made so many good friends and I can’t wait to see you guys again. I’m sorry for all the health related hiatuses I’ve taken. I’m having my big surgery soon, my health won’t be an issue anymore after recovery. I’ll keep you updated on my discord🤍 Yap Yap Yap okay I’ll get to it… Debut date : September 16th!! Time zones will be updated on my Twitch schedule soon. Thank you to all the 20+ artists who have worked on this with me! You can find them all on my website.

I’ve been struggling really badly with my mental health lately. Today, I decided to make lasagna and bake a cake for my family, and my dad surprised me with a letter about how much he loves and cares for me. He has no idea how badly I needed that. Life really is worth living

Deme self diagnosing herself with bpd is so stupid, people with real diagnosis like myself don’t do use it as an excuse to be a pos. Like ah yes that’s the reason why you’re abusive to your boyfriend. Uhuh, right

knowing that a lot of vtubers are in their 30s-40s is actually so comforting 😭 like okayyy I have so much time to become cool like them