paid my oct, nov & dec rent
registered for my spring classes to start my Masters degree
landed a second job
all in a week, thank you God always 🥲🤍
shawté retweeted
saving this pxssy for my husband #celibate
One thing I'm no longer willing to romanticize is emotional inconsistency. I don't care how handsome he is, how successful he is or how amazing the chemistry feels. If I constantly have to guess where I stand, I'm not enjoying the relationship. I want butterflies, yes, but I also want a peaceful nervous system.
He made it clear. He doesn't want what you want. He's not emotionally available. His heart is closed off. He'd rather keep you close so he has someone to fall back on when he gets bored. He doesn’t communicate with you or show up for you in the ways you deserve. Yet you keep chasing after him, believing that if he finally chooses you, it will somehow heal your heart and give you the worth you've been seeking. But the truth is, you were never the one lacking, you just forgot your own value.
shawté retweeted
Easier to find a great woman to move onto. Harder to move onto a great man. You’re likely leaving rubbish, and having to look through a selection of more rubbish. While he, in all his rubbishness, has his pick of the bunch w women.
i lost my dog, my grandfather and the loml all in the span of 3 months i need this year to #ENDDDD 😭😭😭😭
having to walk away from the man who is my bestfriend and lover all in one was so heartbreaking today…



































