Vertigo/Ryo of 🫓twt

🪽 ﹐ıllı He / Him # ᶻz﹕ ＞＜﹐🐚 No DNI ibf ; 21 @ :: ┆#shrtwt , #slittwt , #bpdtwt﹒꩜ ┆🏹﹒ ♡ ✦. ⊹ ˚ . Vertigo or Ryo : 🍥 ↳ ♡ or ↻ to be moots ₊⊹

does anyone else think scars look nicer when theyre fully healed and like turn white/match ur skin tone or is that just me

finally able to to call w my boyfriend thank god i was genuinely one minute away from relapsing. i'm rlly trying to stay clean for longer rn.. k don't expect to like stay clean super long but i just want to try to not rely on it so much

i'm so anxious rn i feel like going going to throw up

if ANYTHING upsets me today i'm cutting myself im tired of having extreme urges every waking second

when i see arm scars (esp upper arm) i feel such intense jealousy but everytime i plan to cut there i end up chickening out like wtf bruh

my bf trying to ask me if i need time to myself and while technically it would help i had to say no bc i knew as soon as he hung up i would've slit my shit like don't offer me alone time

ibis breaking freaked me out so badly and it completely fucked up my nervous system or smtn like i feel so wired and freaked out even tho the problem was solved why can't i calm down i just want to hurt myself so bad fuck it's driving me insane i j want to hang up and cut

being on this account makes it look like i've been a shedrtwt user since 2021 which could not be more inaccurate 😭😭😭😭 i joined shed january of 26 i am NOT a veteran

🪽 . . . ıllı looking for moots .ᐟ.ᐟ ꒰ #promotwt , #moothunt ꒱    ─ He / Him ﹒ 21    ─ Ifb 16+ . no DNI ibf ꒰#shedrtwt #slittwt #stonertwt ꒱ ꒰#sledtwt #weedtwt #shrtwt ꒱ ↳ ♡ or ↻ to be moots ₊⊹

thinking back to my hit tweets in my sussed account longingly sighhhhh i'll never see that amount of likes again ...

my scars have been so fucking itchy it's driving me fucking insane i hate how itchy they are they never stop being itchy this is hell on earth

i think lying to my bf for so long is probably a bad thing :/ but idrk what to do ? tell him i have this account, he makes me get rid of it and i lurk on shtwt instead ? nothing changes :/ plus i lose privacy to vent when i need to idk like there's no winning its better to j lie

killing myself and haunting discord

ugh i want to relapse still if it keeps persisting like this im just going to do it i dont think it matters anymore

i kind of getdepressed when i think about the fact that im only going to go into recovery when i finally manage to live with my bf and until then im just going to be in this constant cycle 🫩🫩 like why can't i motivate myself to recoverfor my own sake bruh. no only forSome1 else