Avery (in prison)

Sigh... What's the point? @BaileyInPrison doesn't even post anymore. I'm not allowed to have her tampons. Eden keeps visiting and is trying to bail her out. I have nobody!!!

I do not care anymore. My life sucks in prison!!! I hope Eden kills herself! Eating cabbage...

Sigh... I am drinking shampoo from sadness.

Swallowed a cabbage whole. Maybe Bailey will love me someday.

I couldn't even focus while writing this because Bailey walked by and I could smell this smokey aroma off of her. She smells like wood perfume... The same wood perfume some other girl here uses. They were together earlier so... god. I'm so fucking mad right now. machete.

I don't really care about the lice outbreak in Block C or the water quality because my forever seventeen body will not show mercy on any parasite that tries to claim squat in my veins! God Bailey smells so good...

Nothing beats a sniff of the shared-prison-pad after a long day of gruel... This one has been passed between me and bailey for a few months now.

Everyone in this prison is so ugly... Except for Bailey of course. Did you know she has a mole (I hate that word. It's a beauty mark.) on the inside of her thigh? I actually don't know if that's even true but wouldn't that be great?

I hate when I can hear women being raped in the shower by other women! Be quiet! I hate slapping sounds! Unless I am being slapped by Bailey of course. other girls going skin to skin does nothing for me.

She's doing it again. I hate smokers. Actually I don't hate smokers. I just hate cigarettes because they're killing Bailey. I hate them so much. I wish they were only available to the homeless.

I miss the sound of a gavel hitting mahogany. Now all I hear is the wet slapping of girls having sex or Bailey dry heaving on the top bunk...

I think the worst part about being in prison is being around so many homeless "people".

That time of the month has arrived! Don't tell Bailey, but we've been sharing tampons. Once hers is completely saturated and heavy, it's my turn to claim what's left. It's starting to make me itch but it's fine.

This prison sucks! I don't know how much longer I can keep taking "strap" when it's just rock-in-a-sock!

It's kiss your cellmate sunday!

There is a woman here who keeps borrowing my soap and returning it smaller.

If I ever get out of here, I am opening a bar exclusively for lesbians.