"Yes There Are Monsters, And It's Okay To Be Afraid Of Them. But It's Not Okay To Let Them Win, And It's Not Okay To Be One."
★ Yueya / Yuehui : she/he/moon/rose/star/doll no they/them : DID system
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Conversation today with my sys
Headmate: if I drink gasoline will I go vroom vroom
Me: save me from these stupidity 🩷
Being a sys is so weird because our perception of age is so weird due to a lot of my headmates being adult and not much teens / littles 😭and they get so confused why we are at school
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
“It Must Be Really Tough Keeping All Those Secrets."
Pinned !
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
how it feels being the alter that fronts once every 2 million years (i somehow dodged every major life event and only exist to eat chips and scratch my butt)
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
this is how it feels when you can tell someone just appeared close to the front but you don’t have even the slightest idea who it is
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
CPTSD is so unfair. Being the most self-aware person in the room while still being the most dysregulated.
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
and when you're in intense system denial but then your headmate asks the most outrageous fucking question ever and suddenly your curiosity wins and you're the most system aware alter there is
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
fear of communication is trauma based.
you either feel like your voice doesn’t matter, you think expressing how you feel is going to bring negative consequences, or you’re used to being silenced or invalidated
Ngl I kinda hate how our empathy changes between different alters because I’m the less empathetic alters and can’t comfort people while my headmates can easily empathy them and comfort and reassured them 😔
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
It’s CPTSD awareness month, so let me share a few things with you. It shares symptoms that map to some personality disorders. And it shared a lot in common with PTSD. Neither of which should be self-diagnosed. If PTSD is a heart attack, CPTSD is having a heart attack over and over, for a long time, and then learning to adapt to having heart attacks. If you’re lucky you survive it, but now you have all of this behavior that’s always there…
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
i totally don't have DID these are just imaginary friends that occasionally take control of my body and mind and do things that i don't remember. somehow im making this up. im probably doing it for attention even though im terrified of telling people about it
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
“you’re 12. you’re almost an adult. act like one”
“you’re 13. you’re almost an adult. act like one”
“you’re 14. you’re almost an adult. act like one”
“you’re 15. you’re basically an adult. act like one”
“you’re 16. you’re an adult. act like one”
I wish I was allowed to be a teen
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
being Plural is scary what do you mean we can velcro together if we get too high
Yueya / Nguyệt Tử / Yuehui / Hồ Nguyệt retweeted
alter who has to mask as the host irl whenever we're at school </3