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This user has been diagnosed with BPD, ADHD, depression, anxiety, & PTSD
Ppl with BPD are not monsters
Having BPD ≠ abuser
Ppl with BPD deserve love
This is a safe space for all Cluster B personality disorders
This is a safe space for ppl who struggle with mental illness
Bpd jealousy is the most difficult emotion to deal with in my opinion. Its the most uncontrollable, insatiable, disgusting feeling and it causes me so much distress. I have the hardest time staying logical and not going scorched earth when im jealous.
Oops almost showed you just how screwed up I really am inside let me mask again so I appear functioning and normal and not a raging bpd depressive psycho
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attachment is not a joke. losing your favorite person can mentally destroy you.
Crash outs being romanticized and normalized doesnt sit right with me bc wdym my bpd crash outs back in the day were frowned upon and I was called crazy and punished for them but now theres famous streamers who are known and glorified for their live crashouts?
I know my bpd is getting bad again when I start developing favorite person feelings again. I dont obsess over ppl unless my mental health is deteriorating
I convince myself everyone around me hates me and tolerates me and that I am a burden and I give myself this self fulfilling prophecy
Think my nervous system doesnt know what calm means so I subconsciously self sabatoge and put myself in situations where I can explain my overactive nervous system instead of just admitting im broken
Why is it that my bpd tells me the only solution to my painful and extreme emotions is to kiss? Why cant it be get fit, go to the gym, eat healthy, read a book, paint, something logical and reasonable? Why are my emotions so painful to the point of feeling theres no way out?
What makes me most ashamed of my depression is not the pushing ppl away, lack of pleasure/joy, or not washing my hair for a week. Its the anger. The every inconvenience might send me over the edge feeling. I feel embarrassed that I cant regulate those emotions
Somehow being excessively horny is the only thing keeping me from killing myself. Like how can I take my last breath while being this stupidly horny










