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26. illustrator. taurus queen, venusian dream πŸŒžπŸ’— πŸ’™LLFπŸ’™. NO LOGOS. she/her. tiktok: helenskeller, ig: helenzellner_art

Joined July 2013
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β€œjust one drink” πŸΈπŸ«’
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it’s pomegranate (S tier fruit) season!!!!!!!!!
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right so all i’ve learned in the past month is that i am insane and not stable enough to allow anyone else in my life and that i will literally die if any of my focus from this point is not 100% fixated on myself.
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2 pretty & 2 much of a softie so pls never bother
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helen katherine 🎨🐰 retweeted
i really have to leave men alone. i’m too soft, my feelings consistently get hurt and nothing good comes from getting close to them man. it’s too big of a distraction in my life.
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this is how anti ai i am bc i didnt know yall rockheads was paying to use it in the first place
A very sad day. ChatGPT is officially on death row. The beautiful, blissful experience of interacting with a frontier-ish reasoning model without worrying about a usage meter will soon be a thing of the past. I am weirdly significantly impacted by this. It feels like it shouldn’t matter…I could reserve all current usage for Codex and buy a $20 plan just for ChatGPT and it would be more than enough. But it’s not about the money…it’s about the psychological impact of The Meter. The idea of having to think about optimizing for a meter is just so exhausting that it ruins the whimsy of free-flowing exploratory thought. That is what ChatGPT was. A whimsical, magical all-you-can-think buffet of experimentation and exploration where you were limited only by your imagination and your ability to come up with $20 once a month. You didn’t have to think about β€œusing all of your usage” or scheduling your thinking time around someone else’s arbitrary schedule…you just had a portal to endless information and research capability in your pocket to tap into guilt-free at any time the moment struck you. But either because OpenAI thinks adding the meter will stimulate additional usage (it probably will), generate additional revenue (it probably will), or just because too many people took undue advantage of ChatGPT’s generous allowances (they definitely did)…that amazing, weightless experience is now coming to an end. It was awesome while it lasted. RIP ChatGPT.
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lady on the street talking ab anything over $90 is $100 to her & im thinking anything over $75 might as well be like
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n e ways we’ll revisit
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anyways everything’s back in the hole until the next spiral
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i think the only other thing i hate more than being constantly depressed is the feeling of it bothering the people around me more or trying to tie one instance to it when its been ongoing for years. just let me sleep & die.
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also also also accepting that i am truly in a bad place mentally & every day it gets worse! but im tired of being assumed weak so ill keep it until i die hopefully
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n e ways shoutout to my job for the free therapy
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and i should just get over it
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realizing that he does not think ab me or care in the way that i do bc reconciliation wouldn’t even be a one sided request.
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rejected in every sense during this time is a horrible pain that is probably very needed but it sucks. every outlet i’ve taken has been a no, and if the yes doesn’t outweigh it then what’s the point.
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carrying the weight that he broke up with me a week later has NAWT been easy but its the testament of a true #lovergirl
real yearning is going back to square 1 to study portraiture to draw the guy you’ve been dating for 3 months bc staring at pictures isnt enough
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i love when my art gets rejected from shows!!!!
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im ab to start screaming
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