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Hope everyone is doing well. I am for the most part!! My fiancé and I have lost 45-50 lbs each in an effort to be healthier and improve our fertility. I’m reluctant to say it’s T that’s impaired my fertility just because I had gotten up to almost 340 lbs. under 300 now though!!
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At the same time I see women on my 600 lb life that get pregnant at 450 lbs and I’m like.. why tf isn’t that me?? Though I know that’s not an ideal weight for pregnancy lol. Still wtf. I do ovulate but seemingly not every month. Idk. Whatever I’m only 25! (And I’m drunk)
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I don’t know if it’s been talked about much because I’m not on Twitter too often, but I do think weight loss surgery for kids is pretty unethical, especially on kids who aren’t incredibly overweight. Like a 16 year old who’s 5’3” and 230 lbs would almost certainly benefit from
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other interventions first and probably doesn’t understand what shes getting into. It’s true that being overweight or obese are detrimental to one’s health but unless someone is so obese that it’s an immediate medical emergency I don’t know that wls should be the first treatment
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You don’t edit your selfies as a flex, I don’t edit mine because I don’t know how. We are not the same
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Basically at that point where I think anyone who supports minors transitioning medically is evil or incredibly unintelligent
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Felt, it is so hard to trust or believe people now. They lied to me for years, (not even out of malice but still) and it’s so hard to know when people are being dishonest to avoid confrontation or make me feel better. I’ll take crass honesty over untrue flattery any day
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Like so many people told me I passed so well, would have never known I was trans etc, but I have the worlds biggest hips. I have an extremely feminine body. Maybe I passed in selfies but only ever then. So when someone compliments me now are they doing the same thing? Half truth?
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Sometimes I wish I could capitalize on my detransition the way we’re often accused of just because I’m fucking poor lol
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Been depressing and obsessing over my hair loss lately, the beard and the body hair and the deep voice suck but damn going from having such thick hair like all my sisters to looking vaguely sick is sooo hard to cope with
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Sometimes I’m like oh it’s not that bad! And other times I look in the mirror or at photos and I look like this
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Gonna take a little break from Twitter I think again
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My mom has been the biggest avatar Stan since the first movie came out. she literally has fucking merch 😭 she’s making the whole family see the sequel with her
it is now officially too late to get on the Avatar train. we gave you multiple opportunities. we emphasized the incontrovertibility of our faith. and you still doubted. now suffer the consequences.
Fiancés toxic trait is saying “it’s fine” when I ask how my Martha Stewart ass meal is
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“It’s fine” BITCH
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I feel significantly more balanced and generally way happier after getting off my anti depressants. Has anyone else had this happen? I’ve been on them since I was 16 or 17 and probably should have gotten off them a long time ago in reality. Maybe they were making me worse
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Sometimes being detrans is crazy bc you can still pass better than the 19 year old truscums telling you were never actually trans
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When I was trans I remember seeing someone say like that using your vagina would help prevent atrophy?? It was probably bullshit but I used it as an excuse to be a whore lmao
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British pals how did I do
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This is the cutest nativity set I’ve ever seen and I can’t find it in stock fuckin anywhere 😭 why target WHY
Constantly torn between like hey being detrans hasn’t affected me that much like I’m mostly fine? And being like wait well actually I’m fucked beyond repair and there’s no hope for me health wise and I should just give up
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It’s a teeny weeny bit concerning that none of the trans men in the replies know urinary issues can be a side effect on T? Great that it hasn’t been for you but guys like you’re not getting the best informed care if you haven’t been told this either sfaf.org/collections/beta/qa…
I hate to break it to you but I have been on testosterone for 10 years and have never once pissed myself in public nor in private lol
The more I think about this actually the more I figure I should really at least look into a lawsuit. If anyone has any legal advice or knows anyone who’d wanna help a detransitioner get some justice that’d be sweet
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I’m really thinking of trying to sue at least my therapist or endocrinologist because literally what the fuck every medical professional I spoke to knew I wanted to have kids and was like yeah yeah anyway here’s your steroids sir
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Like if I’m fucking infertile bc of T the only thing that would keep me from kermitting is probably a shit ton of money
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