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@mint_toki It happened to me aiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 😭
Today's my last day of the funny checkmark cause im still unemployed and can't afford the resub, or anything really lol, so im gonna make one last use of being able to long-post. Here's another Sumi Serina schizo moment! (This one is from 2025)
Why am I tortured and bound to this meaningless world where I'm hesitant to even check if I'm physically and mentally okay because one trip could cost me my entire life and I'll forever be chained, with a real chance of it being unironic, if I don't have the means to pay my debts. I want to just say out loud, but not yell at the top of my lungs- writhing in pain - and call out Serina's name. I'm confidently certain, with all my heart, she will immediately be there for me. I want her to take care of me as I will with her, telling me everything is going to be okay knowing those aren't empty words. With her skills they'll have meaning, they're not just a simple feel better sentence but a banner of hope that with her everything will truly be okay. I want her to check every part of my body, all 206 bones, 78/79 organs, my 600+ muscles, the 30+ trillion cells, and billions of billions of neurons that lie inside me to make me- me. The human body is extremely complex and convuluted, a salad mix of cells and other tiny life forms in an incredible display of microbial symbiosis to achieve lasting homeostasis. But I know Serina is not only gentle, she's also trustworthy and knowledgeable enough to solve whatever comes my way. She's amazing with kids, being able to ease them. She's flawless with any patient, helping them in times of peace or war and I know she'll be the same with me. I want to be able to call out to her whenever she's available, whenever she's free, and I know she will rush over to my side faster than I can think. With her, I know I won't have to trade my financial stability away. I want her to hold me close, and tell me with her alluring voice that she'll treat any wound, any infection I may get. I want to feel her tranquilizing touch, to be comforted by her grace knowing that any worries and ailments I have will be soothed and solved. And I want to look at my sweet guardian angel in the eye, capitvating circles and shades of pink, and tell her: "I love you."
Serina is the type to know enough about medicine that she can prescribe me various drugs and all when I'm sick that seems like they'd cure me but in reality only give me subtle addiction so that over time I will slowly become more and more dependent on her. Whenever I'm sick she'd come to me and tell me everything is going to be okay, to take this medicine and go to sleep. As I love serina I won't question anything she does and therefore she abuses this fact that she gives me medicine that makes me addicted to her slowly and steadily until one day I am a literal puppet with strings attached to Serina and that the only thing I can think of is how much I want to spend time with her and be comforted by her because of the drugs and her demeanor regarding her drugs she makes me feel like the while world is safe and nothing can stop me as long as she is with me. That my life has now become fully saved to her and that anything I do she will always be there, for good and bad. You can see it in her L2D, it's supposed to be a nice picnic at a random trinity park but does the l2d show that? No, it shows an entire different ethereal world with just you and serina a scene that absolutely does not reflect a random normal trinity park, no. It's the view you have when you're with her, that everything is going to be okay. And you know what I am okay with serina slowly getting me to become more and more addicted to her through the use of prescribed medicine until I can not hope to even function or think without her by my side
And honestly I'm ok with that
(Dear reader I want you to know this isn't the full thing and this text of mine is from 2024)
That end announcement, Yostar is not going to publish anymore for JP?
Makes me wonder what will happen to the blue archive merch at the yostar shops, people who login with yostar IDs... Hell, even localization quality, irl events, the list can theoretically go on and on
I'm neutral but we'll see how it goes























