𒀭Ivory

I’ve been recently trying to chart 1 particular aspect of my psychological experience, because it feels like a hook leading deeper into my psyche, but it’s hard to talk about because it’s absolutely the sort of thing the weird kid in highschool would say to you & then go Heh… 😼

I don’t think I’m necessarily dislikable I think maybe I’m just uncanny in a way that makes people feel unsure of their footing in regards to Who and What I’m supposed to be even

White - thought - clear - banshee - web

For dinner tonight I had a sirloin steak which I ripped apart and ate out of my bare hands blood everywhere #bloodeverywhere

I was on Pinterest & saw a girl wearing cool silver filigree she’d repurposed into custom jewellery, and I got sad & envious for a moment. I thought “aw 😕 I wish I was like that. I’ll never be that cool” (while wearing my silver filigree, which I repurposed into custom jewellery

Late night tea party with iao sabaoth