
Chronically ill Pretty Puppy with BPD ๐พ @EmmyExists Owns me
Joined October 2023
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Kayla ๐พ retweeted
literally, dude. for those of us with C-PTSD and dissossiative disorders and cluster B disorders adulthood doesnt rlly start until you start making real progress healing ur childhood trauma. u are literally stuck in the autopilot of an abused child until then.
i might start streaming and also documenting my declining health, i would like to bring attention to the things i deal with as i feel the world would be better with people being more understanding. it would also be a nice memory for those who care ab me once my health takes me
Kayla ๐พ retweeted
hey whats it called when you break out of your depression and start becoming a better person and then something happens that retraumatizes you all over again and your mental health takes a nose dive and you end up right where you started
i had a wonderful night. iโm so grateful to have the opportunity to be on this earth for the time i am. make sure to treat everyone with kindness and always do your best to be a positive impact on peoples life. also i love my wife. goodnight everyone โค๏ธ
im no longer going to try to improve or compete, my health is at a point to where trying to be good at this game is impossible and i will only ever regress due to my rapidly regressing health. im putting too much mental strain trying to get better and i cant take it anymore.
iโm going back home tomorrow. very scary. i just want to say im super grateful for my wife, she has been the kindest and nicest girl ever to me and is the only reason ive been making it through the roughest part of my life, im so lucky and forever grateful for her. goodnight
i feel very awesome that i had loud winning stage 2 and then champs i just felt something special about this group
i may have slipped up today and been less positive than i wanted, but iโve been making good progress and iโm happy. today wasnโt the best but i will hold myself accountable and tomorrow and all the next days will be better!
starting today iโm going to be a much more positive person. as long as i can remember ive let anxiety and stress destroy my mental state and reduce me to a person that i cant say im proud of. im sorry to anyone thats ever been effected by my negative mood.






