Well, let's just say the HD rescans uhm...are very green but I have the original scans still! Here's my Flickr account and feel free to look through my film photography! Do note I'm a beginner:
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My film has been rescanned in HD! Now to organize and prune 35 gigs of photos to find like 5 nice images lol, then I'll share here!
Ever notice how people can't seem to get the point? My post was just my opinion I think male sexuality, irrespective of it being hetero or homo, is very "physical" or libidinal (the prevalence of lust, fetishes) and a big distinguishing quality between the two is ACCESS to sex.
I won't assume you're a monk on Mt. Athos so maybe you've seen that ever since pornography went digital the proliferation of it, the "advancement" (use whatever word there) of fetishization, and the way it's exposed how men are largely all "weird" in some way.
I tire of the self hating homosexual archetype so much. Perhaps it's the fact I sort of quickly accepted I liked boys at like 13 without much inner conflict (at most a humorous story), but this self flagellation is so just eugh enough of it.
Straight men aren't any better, they're the same horny bestial things we are but without ease of access to sex. We've heard the "goth mommy" "muscle girl" "tomboy" etc for years now! Same debasement/depravity.
Will a vampire come down and offer me into their clan this Halloween? The chances are looking slim. Tragic.
There is an oversaturation of "toxic yaoi" (even OC art) being comprised solely of murder and violence as tropes. Perhaps it's just me, but I prefer the subtle "toxic" elements of codependency, neglect, etc etc. Fujos need to dial back the truecrime brain and indulge in drama.
I won't QT and argue with an acc like that. All I'll say is that five and a half hour bus ride from Sarajevo to Banja Luka genuinely felt like I was crossing from land of delusion to a land of sanity. That's all that needs to be said.
So...after some digging of 35mm cameras compatible with a waist level viewfinder and being priced out I came across one a bit niche. The Miranda Sensorex. Has the front end of an old Chrysler. It was a Japanese company *attempting* to compete with the Nikon F.
I regret not getting into film photography instead of guns as a teenager. You get the satisfaction of mechanical operation (albeit limited in variance), being able to use it...in public (lol), and you're not just shooting away money without SOME reward.
Do I like guns, sure. I liked working on them in the dead of night. I liked reading development history. I liked (for a brief period) the pedantry of discussions with other firearms enthusiasts. However...they're toys. Cool toys, but toys. Largely my interest wasn't pragmatic.






