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Where Reason Goes to Die
Joined October 2026
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Not gonnna be angsty about ghosts of the past on this acc anymore! I've let them haunt me for too long.
Gonna be angsty about doing my Master's instead 🫡🔫
I'd have liked to watch you react to your official debut, V. Your song's beautiful too. I miss you, even if it's not mutual. I liked being friends with you. I wish I'd gotten the chance to say a proper goodbye, with more than an unopened voice message.
Getting annoyed at myself for still being upset over some stuff is so stupid. It's normal and it's human, why am I not giving myself some grace?
And yet, here we are.
But I'll be fine. I'm always fine, in the end. I have really great friends, too.
Helluva S3 makes life so hard for me right now. I was supposed to watch it with someone I loved, and he's no longer part of my life. I miss him, even though I know I shouldn't. I don't want to miss him. I don't want to remember. I don't want to be sad over this anymore.
I think I will never stop missing certain people. And... that's okay. It's okay to miss them. It's okay to mourn the lack of their presence. As long as you can function. Does it hurt a bit still? Yes. But... we should all still be able to smile, and live with our choices.
What did I do to deserve thoughts like "I wonder if he'll ever finish Dark Souls even without me to stream to?" spawning at midnight, after all this time? I just want to forget.
People often claim that you have to suffer to write suffering, but no one ever brings up how much suffering helps you write hope. When you're sufficiently sad, sometimes your heart really does reach out towards the sun on its own, finding joy in the tiniest things.
