No. 1 Hetslop Enjoyer

I want you to take to heart the philosophy that has kept me alive and entertained through sadness, happiness, boredom, stress. You can just do stuff. even shitty, just, literally you can do it. Make some heinously shitty stuff and a lot of it, its pleasing. like a puzzle. Sometimes you accidentally find something to improve on Like, i can make balloon sculptures/animals. i fuck around with new programs constantly, play with drawing in a billion styles, draw and rig live2d, animate in various ways, woodwork, metalwork, electronics, code, games, writing, acting, singing, piano, composition, bake cook, sew, puppeteer how many of these am i good at? fuck all. but im always all the time all the time and i at the very least dont feel like ive wasted that time. so many shitty things to show my momdas and have pinned on the proverbial fridge.