@RayAlexWilliams

PROUD TRANSSEXUAL MAN. Feminized man. On E. Philosopher. Writer. Detransitioner. Retransitioner. YouTuber. Dilettante. Genderbender. Opinions my own

Joined October 2023
My experience going out and about IRL as a visibly GNC troon in 2026 in a blue area of a red state is that people immediately relaxed when I didn’t try to pass as a woman and when I said my name was “Ray” some woke people then asked follow up of whether it was spelled with feminine “Rae” but the normies just took it as the boy name“Ray” and assumed I was a femboy of some kind and I could immediately see them become relaxed. Further more, random women would strike up conversations with me while shopping which would have never happened before while presenting straight. I’m essentially fagmaxxing as a social strategy to make cis women feel safe so I can do my cross dressing shopping to my hearts content without making people feel weird there’s a man in the women’s section. My sense of the culture is that people tend to like femboys more like trans women. That’s just a social fact; I don’t make the unwritten social rules; I’m just describing them. I felt 100x more confident not “trying to do female body mannerisms” or not trying to put on a fake voice.But just acting completely as naturally and confident as I could, which I actually was, because I was expressing myself exactly how I wanted and not giving a flying fuck and I felt so happy and free and beautiful and feminine. Of course I noticed the attention. But I didn’t see anyone snickering. I got compliments and people clearly unused to this type of bold fashion in the Midwest. But I felt like a million bucks. I felt like the attention whore I know I was born to be.
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I wrote this essay almost a decade ago and I think I’ve finally come to understand my true authentic self is an estrogenated feminine genderbending man. I don’t like people assuming I’m trying to convince them I was born female. I want my intentions clear immediately with how I present and carry myself that I know I’m male and feel comfortable in my skin which I do now that I’m on estrogen ironically
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My mental health has improved dramatically since I realized the term “retransition” may have been misleading. I assumed everyone knew what I meant, which was to restart estrogen and have total 100% freedom sexually and in my personal aesthetic femme expression. I’m a femboy, guys
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Male looksmaxxers on estrogen are valid in their nonbinary transfemme identities 🏳️‍⚧️💖✨
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I’m FINALLY doing exactly what I want. Nothing more. Nothing less. Freedom ✌️
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FUCK TERFs Oh, yeah And while I’m at it Because they’re actually DEEPLY interrelated FUCK SWERFs (SOUND ON) CALLING ALL 🚂-ee’s IT’S TIME TO SHOW THEM THAT OUR LIVESTYLES ARE 100x MORE GLAMOROUS THAN MIDDLE AGED CAT LADIES AND FEMINIST KARENS TRAUMATIZED BY LIKE ONE DUDE TWENTY YEARS AGO
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It’s September 2026. The chuds are growing tired of pretending to be “strong virtuous men.” They are weary of basic bitches. They yearn for the revelry and sophistication of a sensuous evening with a modern transsexual towelboy.
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Trying to pass is overrated. Being a femboy is underrated. It’s 2026 guys.
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I’m tired of pretending that men aren’t better than women in many but not all things
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I honestly think Jesus would have loved modern troons. We’re exactly the types he loved to kick it with.
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I think one of the biggest pieces of evidence for the theory of evolution is how humans love to shop. I think we just really like hunting and gathering things. And the thrill of the chase and the satisfaction of getting that big kill at the end of the day. Deep down we yearn for that
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Just got a brow tint done because I’m trying of having to fill in my second half of the brow which is entirely blonde and invisible. The tint is still visible and will wash off for less bold look tomorrow. Looks insane right now lol
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Replying to @RayAlexWilliams
Must never forget that the RF in TERF is Radical Feminist. And radical feminism's totalizing explanatory framework is that male sexuality is the red hot core of male dominance & female subordination, the central axis of all oppression. Their double standard stands to reason.
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The solution to food addiction is shopping addiction
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The essence of the TERF double standard on male sexuality Fuck TERFs.
You mean "Dress however you please -- but in private if you're a man. Women can do whatever they want, all the time."
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The Chinese get it. In nature, it is the MALES who are beautiful peacocks and the females are boring and bland. Humans are no different and TERFs just be jealous.
Replying to @RayAlexWilliams
正因为你会这样打理自己的羽毛,才能更好地证明你是雄性,看看大自然
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AGP is normal female psychology
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