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Neo Spinozan Monist | Deus Sive Natura | Trans Woman | Integral Humanist | Intellectual Love of God as the Highest Virtue | Amateur Wannbe Scientist

Joined February 2026
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Deus exists, Deus is Natura, Spinozism is true
God exists, Jesus is Lord, Catholicism is true
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Realized yesterday that since God is pure actuality without Lack, people simply interpret whatever aspects of God they want depending on their own perspective. Mfw the Reddit atheist “you have an imaginary friend” larp is le real.
Creating Super Modernism with the help of my friends Spinoza and Boymoder
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And this isn’t to say that that’s inherently bad, I mean for me it has been fairly grueling to realize that all people are doomed to create their own meaning. God just makes it easy to do because your meaning is pre-made, and based on well-tested experience.
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“But then why would people project a God of judgement and wrathfulness??” Because that in itself is a comfort; people want to believe that there is a source of justice for secret crimes, and also infinite torture for the people they hate. It’s projection and wish-fulfillment.
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Hey but it’s okay because what if in 40 years a Pope retroactively tacitly makes it okay to believe
I’m so modernist that I think believing that the Eucharist isn’t a metaphor is honestly a good metaphor
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I’m so modernist that I think believing that the Eucharist isn’t a metaphor is honestly a good metaphor
I’m not an atheist I’m just an apophatic modernist Catholic actually.
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I’m not an atheist I’m just an apophatic modernist Catholic actually.
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I think my boymoder receiving communion post had ripple effects…
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Friend sent this in a gc
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Some people are saying I “never had faith” which is insulting. I would often go to mass every day during some periods, pray the divine office everyday, go to adoration, etc. I genuinely believed the religion and now I just cannot bring myself to believe it is true anymore.
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The Cissoyim have no Souls, and their purpose is to be slaves of The Trannies.
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Trooning in the Name Of
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Traditionalist Catholic who thinks composting fruit and vegetables is “nature worship”
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Catholic nerd guy who socializes almost completely just by talking about Protestants
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I’m convinced that if you teleported the modern day Catholic Church back in time to the reign of Pius X almost every single person would be excommunicated by Lamentabili Sane and Praetestantia Scripturae in some way
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Having your entire sense of faith collapse on you genuinely sucks.
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Creating Super Modernism with the help of my friends Spinoza and Boymoder
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I take refuge in Spinoza, I take refuge in Natura, I take refuge in The Ethics.
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