Ryn

I will never get better

I feel so stupid

I know it's bad when I've been watching the same few videos on repeats for days now

I'm exhausted

Especially my parents omg

Very close to block my family as they've been incredibly stupidly annoying

Sorry I've been terribly annoying

I don't even know what I'm saying nor remember any of it tomorrow

I don't even feel like an adult tbh

I'm so tired of existing

Everything is going to not be okay

Makes me want even more to kms

I should sleep but what's the point

I've been craving for comfort and affection

Maybe I do need a big hug

I thought I finally found myself back to just lose it again

I don't know anymore

Nothing happened in this shitty life

Nobody will miss me

Is it not normal to feel that miserable for almost no reasons. I feel like crying every day. Going back to never see the light of the day. I know it's bad when I've been scratching myself like crazy.