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NB They/Them - 28 - Guy who doesn't own a journal be like:

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Joined March 2012
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please drunk text me on halloween please drunk text me on halloween please drunk text me on halloween
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Here we see how Primordial Malzeno and Velkhana don't fight eachother until the Hunter is present. This is a reference to you being the cause of your parents' divorce.
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This has a really annoying consequence of me trying to resolve a conflict (that may not even exist) on my own by over-apologising for irrelevant things or constantly asking if I have done something wrong, which just ends up pushing people away even more.
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I am more than receptive to the idea that I might upset people by saying the wrong thing. Maybe I AM often hurtful without meaning to be. But I would like people to tell me/work with me instead of just being like "wtf is wrong with you?" or ignoring me entirely.
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idk what to do about this tho. Obviously I can't expect people to babysit me through interacting with them (especially not at the big age of 28) and "not realising" doesn't excuse hurting people. ig I just have to fuck up and pay attention to what ended the relationship.
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i get that healing isn't linear, but what the fuck
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A lot of people took this as "You can't be mad at me, I'm autistic!" when my point was more that my disapproval/upset is immediately dismissed or invalidated. Conflict resolution does't really happen if I'm the one who's upset, so I feel people largely do not take me seriously.
My entire life I've seen people act on their anger and it's fine for them. But whenever I deviate even slightly from being agreeable, I have been told I am "lashing out". I cannot tell if there is a problem with the way I express it or if I'm being held to a different standard.
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I am more than receptive to the idea that I might upset people by saying the wrong thing. Maybe I AM often hurtful without meaning to be. But I would like people to tell me/work with me instead of just being like "wtf is wrong with you?" or ignoring me entirely.
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>taking antidepressants >still depressed am i fucking stupid?
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can he do it again i fumbled mine
god sends you a witty autistic boy that's kinda mean if you're pure of heart
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My entire life I've seen people act on their anger and it's fine for them. But whenever I deviate even slightly from being agreeable, I have been told I am "lashing out". I cannot tell if there is a problem with the way I express it or if I'm being held to a different standard.
Growing up autistic I’d see so many people breaking rules but I was a rule follower. The few times I’d break even the smallest rule I’d get in so much trouble and I genuinely never understood why it was okay for them to do it but not me? They hate us
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i hate it when customers try to brag about their cars to me. i have already seen every car. you are shit.
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Im nonbinary because im half female (favourite colour is pink, artistic hobbies) and half male (narcissistic, likes calling things gay)
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Sol ☀️ retweeted
this is the saddest thing i've ever laughed at he's so disappointed but his comedic timing is incredible
Kawawa naman yung baby ko 😭 Hindi ko pala narefill yung automatic feeder niya nung time na to. Huhuhuh isang piraso lang nakain niya diyan. Sorry bebe 😪
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Sol ☀️ retweeted
Haha there's 3 mice conversing outside the hospital 😭😭
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attachment issues are insane because how the fuck are you heartbroken over a man who has made it clear how much he don’t give a fuck about you
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guy with a garlean empire flag in their bedroom: it's a doman symbol bro it means peace
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hit my boss with a car immediately after posting this 🤦
i love my job because i get to inhale various fumes and particles (the long term implications of this are unknown)
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i love my job because i get to inhale various fumes and particles (the long term implications of this are unknown)
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probably there are none i hope!
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just found out they removed Hidden Power in gen 9
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