π My Diary of Nothingness Β» I love Sharks, Persona, Sonic, and Danganronpa (Yes I have autism) βΌοΈ
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this is the week of hell, doom, and despair because my work computer just exploded i need the weekend NOW
there is a person that told me they wished to speak to me more because i seemed cool. i get this a lot im so cool yeah i know. they seemed cool but after like a week in they confess they have romantic feelings for me and i made it clear that i dont harbor similar feelings
that is so fucking sickening how they treat girls. they made it clear he wanted to be friends with me and then turns around and does that. this happens to me all the time i cant just have friends that dont leave me when i tell them i dont love a certain way? like holy shit
supervisor randomly showed up to work early so now i have to spend two hours with him doing nothing. its way too early early in the morning so hes gonna talk to me the whole time because hes bored
i asked my brother if he wanted to play a video game with me and he said hes playing with his friend LMAO ππ
i do get a little envious seeing people in loving relationships. i dont hold any hope that i will be able to have anyone to myself. there is always a voice in my head talking about me. βshes not good enough, she doesnt deserve love, blah blah blahβ
i deserve someone. i know i do
when someone says βlets keep in touchβ i feel bad because i agree but dont actually make the effort to do so. i am mentally unable to sign to the idea of doing so. i dont even keep in touch with my own family πΏ i wish i was socially active. idk if its fear or just my personality
