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*personal* diary of a person who died a long time ago.

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Joined October 2019
Чтобы совершить суицид надо тщательно подготовиться. А у меня банально нет на это сил. Я не могу НИЧЕГО кроме как лежать и гнить в кровати. Может быть это и останавливает. Я не знаю. Я просто ужасно себя чувствую. С утра до ночи я только и думаю о смерти и не могу переключиться
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rare aesthetic : you're trying to hold back your tears in public and all the lights look like this
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my "undiagnosed but something is Really Wrong" mood board
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my procrastination/executive dysfunction moodboard
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آره مامان من باختم تو رفاقت باختم تو زندگی باختم تو عشق باختم تو زیبایی باختم تو استعداد باختم تو درس باختم تو حال خوب باختم تو دوست داشته شدن باختم تو همچی باختم
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It's crazy how I have literally nothing going for me. No talents, no academic career, no job, no good looks, I'm just a pure, unfiltered bum
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All this shi just to die on a random day
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// retweeted
cuando realmente estás esforzándote en la vida pero nada parece funcionar
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i support abortion because i wish i was aborted
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all i can remember from early childhood is that i always felt just wrong and fundamentally different in a way i couldn’t understand and still don’t really
i’ve hated myself since i was like 5 tbh
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(at a social event) *paws at you* can we leave *paws at you* can we leave *paws at you* can we leave
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i wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you
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