YoPeGo!

I think its time to tell the truth to all of you. There's a reason I stream so infrequently these days and I'm tired of trying to hide it so here it is. In plain sight, for all to see. I can't hide this anymore, and I will not stand for it. I have changed. I'm tired of living a double life. I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm tired of trying to hold my tongue when I know what I should be saying. I'm tired of acting like a sinner and siding with the world over God. And I'm tired of trying not to save you for fear of what you may think of me, especially those of you in my community whom I care deeply for. Today God told me this. "Either give up streaming entirely or use it in a way that glorifies the kingdom of God." He asked me why, after all I had said to him - that I give my life to him and his work that I still will not give this up and keep trying to live this double life, and he said I can't walk this path and walk alongside him too. Even writing this I was feeling afraid. and I asked god for a message to clearly say if this is the right thing to do and what did I get? "Let it happen." by tame impala. I ask god for guidance through songs and you can read those lyrics just to know what that means but the message is clear and powerful. God has been convicting me on this heavily. On why I'm not glorifying him here, in my stream and community the same way I do in the church as an esteemed worship leader and follower of Christ. I have changed these past 4 months, I'm not the same person who I used to be during that 2 month long Subathon. The shackles that once held me down are broken. But it was not through my own power. I am healed. I no longer have social anxiety or depression. I no longer have no hope for the future, I no longer am alone - I have beautiful friends in the church who I pray for and pray for me and do life together with. I am no longer plagued by the spirit of suicide. I no longer want to be the person I've shown to all of you during my streaming career - the sinner I used to be. And I can no longer keep up that façade because It is a lie - it is not who I am. So I'm making some changes around here, and If you are not for it then so be it. I would rather have favor in the Lord than favor from the world. I've prayed till my knees gave out for you. There will be no more "Drunk Streams" or anything remotely related to alcohol consumption. I remember so clearly, after the last one I did all those months ago. I was completely out of it, quite literally wasted. I was looking at myself in the mirror and I heard the holy spirit so clearly. "What are you doing? Why are you doing this?" And I froze, for I couldn't give an answer. I felt undeniable shame and completely lost and broken. And I know these feelings were not something I could keep within me. And I knew then that this was the wrong path. I could no longer turn to the bottle instead of to Christ. I could only repent - and what a blessing that was for my life. There will be no more glorifying sin or taking sin lightly in my discord or my stream. Specifically talking here about anything to do with the awful sin of pornography. There is no life in it and it will only bare awful fruit in your life. In Matthew 5:28, Jesus states that anyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in their heart, emphasizing that lustful intent is as sinful as the act itself. Jesus himself said this. I'm telling you now, give it up and you will be blessed in ways you cannot imagine. I myself was in bondage with Porn for a long time and it was only through repentance that he gave me the heart to reject it and see it for the evil it really is as well as true forgiveness for that sin. I couldn't have done it without him - don't try fight worldly desires by your own power because it will not work! I've made significant effort to stop swearing in the past few months, so I've also been running a promise that for every time I swear or fall back into that habit on stream, I will add 1$ to a giveaway and eventually when that reaches a high enough number I will give it to someone in the community. It is said in the scriptures that our tongues are able to hold both life and death. "death and life are in the power of the tongue," is Proverbs 18:21. God's been teaching me amazing things in my dreams, his presence has been so clear to me in giving me messages for people. I've been given lessons in dreams on how to read my bible and what to look out for; lies the enemy will try to sway me with. Here's a very recent testimony I have of God's goodness. Just recently I received a dream of my Ex girlfriend pleading with me to contact her because she had something important to talk to me about. So I was faithful and I did just that. I found the only way left I had to contact her and through talking to her I realized why God had sent me into this situation. She was now with this abusive guy (engaged to him!) who is controlling her life, not letting her see her family, and being verbally abusive towards her. And through talking to her and bringing her back to Gods word, she realized just how much this was not what God intended in her life. Fast forward a few days, I was praying about this situation and how to get her out of it and I received a message that stopped me in my tracks. I was told very clearly that this man was dragging her into hell with him. And that scared me. So I contacted her about it and told her, and she turned to him after and had them pray together and repent and get back on the right path. And I'm still monitoring this situation, this happened a few days ago only! But I can only be so grateful that God received my prayer of being of use to him and his Kingdom and sent me to make right that situation. I've seen miracles you wouldn't believe. I've seen people healed in an instant. I've seen forest fires stop in their tracks through prayer alone. I've seen demons cast out of people - and that person was me. My own story of my upbringing and the saving of my own life is the biggest testimony of God's existence that I have. And to anyone curious of these things feel free to ask me about them then next time I'm live, or if you're uncomfortable with that then do so in my DM - its always open and I always want to talk to people about this and bring them back to God's perfect love. I will no longer be ashamed to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ. I will no longer hold my tongue when I see sin being glorified around me. and I will be trying my utmost best to be a good example of what a persons' walk with Christ should look like. Because I am no longer the owner of my life, I was bought with a price - the blood of Jesus. and I will never stand down on that fact. I would die for these beliefs. In fact, there would be no greater honor than that. Matthew 7:7-8 (NIV): "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." My heart cries out to any of you who don't know God the Father, Jesus the Son and the Holy Spirit - especially those who have supported me so generously over the years. I love you all so dearly. And I am truly excited about what God can accomplish through me on this journey and bringing God into the twitch platform that so desperately needs him and his grace and perfect forgiveness.🤍 Thank you for reading this far. Its the best decision you could have made. May God bless you and lead you to greener pastures as he has promised in his word. You remain in my prayers.

I get to wake up with joy every morning because I am a redeemed sinner who was purchased back to the Father through the blood of the lamb; by the one who was slain before the foundations of the world. The highest price was paid for me to live in total freedom. Thank you Jesus!

Jesus is protecting us when He says to sin no more. He isn't "stopping your fun". Every sin has lasting negative consequences on you and others - He is protecting others from us, and us from ourselves. May we be guided into His will for our lives every day in Jesus name, Amen.

In my 26 years of life, God has never failed me. Not once. He won't start failing me now.

The cross I wear on my neck isn't a decoration, it's a declaration that I will not live a worldly life, but instead live for Christ alone.

When I was young, hope was my enemy. I remember feeling betrayed by hope because it would never come to pass. Now through Christ, I have been shown that hope is not the enemy - hope is a friend; a feeling to be cherished, not cast away. He holds it dearly. Thank you Jesus.

God, thank you for your breath in my lungs. Thank you for the countless blessings I experience every day. Thank you Jesus for the darkness you saved me from - and thank you for the gift of repentance.

I'll keep praising Jesus' name, even in the darkest pit of despair, because that's the place he rescued me from.

Jesus is the answer - always.

Lord, help me live my life in such a way that when people see me, they know that I'm a follower of Christ - Not because of what I say, but because of how I live.

Without a shadow of a doubt, Lord Jesus Christ is risen, alive, and still speaking today. He is God - The word made flesh, sent down to die for our sins. Jesus died for me, so I would die for Him - no questions asked. In fact, there would be no greater honour.

Maranatha! 🕊️

Hey guys. I just want to quickly run down my thoughts with you about the stream and how I feel currently and such, and as well explain why its taking so long for me to come back. To be rightfully honest a lot of what I was doing was rooted in sin and I do regret it, especially bringing others into doing those things as well as a bad example to them and it does hurt a lot knowing that I was the cause of that. I'm just so glad to be able to repent and be forgiven and try to steer people back into the right direction and fix what I caused. I'm constantly working on my heart and trying to find a way to make things right. For example, I asked God about the things in my life that I don't think are sinful and to show me what those things are so I could remove them entirely. God told me a lot of the games I was playing on and off stream were glorifying witchcraft and demonic themes and honestly I do see that now. And it does bring me shame that I tried to reason with God to keep playing them because at the root of it is addiction, I know that now. I still have cravings and I'm not perfect but I really am drawing a line in the sand and stopping doing it entirely. It's honestly ironic how blind I was to the fact that I was playing a literal parody and mockery of my very faith under the guise of "its just a game". News flash - its not just a game. Your eyes are a window into your spirit and your soul and what you are shown can open doors that you do not want to open. (see Proverbs 30:17) The spiritual world is very real. And your subconscious mind takes it all in. Fun fact: only 5-10% of the decisions you make are from your conscious mind, the rest are all subconscious. Other examples being the cases you could open with channel points or in marbles wins, clear promotion of gambling, so much of what I used to do has to change and with that takes time. I need to remap - quite literally - everything. And its taking far longer than I expected. so what kind of content can you expect from the stream going forward? I'm still working on that, but from the start it will most likely be mostly reaction content to things of the faith that I want to share with all of you - specifically testimonies that have changed my life forever and open up for discussion afterwards for questions / thoughts and even have some debates if we need to. The games I'll play will not have themes that conflict with my faith or glorify sin or forms of witchcraft in any way shape or form. I can still play things like Rocket League and Peglin or Celeste and other games that are in accordance and harmless but games like Isaac and Balatro that promote the wrong things / themes I will never play again, or even watch being played for it is the same thing. Same goes for any form of 'horror game'. I urge you to really think about the content you consume and if its bringing you into the person you wish to be, or further away from it. This is far more important that you may realize. I want to build a community of God loving people who walk in the faith and support each other through life and all its tribulations and shaking. I have learned a lot about hell via near death experiences / Acoma visions / out of body experiences and trust me. You do not want to end up there. The stuff that goes on down there makes me sick to my stomach and is so traumatizing that people who have experienced it remain with PTSD of the experience. I have my own experiences with Demons and I am very aware of their existence. When will I be back? I don't know. but I am working to sort things out so that the experience is tailored to what it should be and very far from what it once was. And I know that in time I will be proud of what I am building here. But I wont stop until I reach that point. I used to be ashamed of telling people about my stream in real life because I was afraid of how they would think of me after seeing it. But no longer will that be the case here. I'm working hard to get things back, so all I ask is your patience during this time as I sort all this out for the better. I love you all, thanks for reading and God bless. Jesus loves you with all his heart and wants you to come back home no matter how far away you may feel. Its never too late to turn back.🤍

@RocketLeague I think there's something wrong with my Scarab... Seriously though, please fix this ridiculous bug 😭 Appears like this in-game and seems to be with all wheels too. #RocketLeague

Streaming champions road 2v2 come by to support ❤️ twitter blocks my stream link for some reason so just search YoPeGo on twitch 😂

Clip from last night's RLCS quals, these are the moments that make competing worth it. Sad that @its_Karma2 has to leave but we had a good run, and it was amazing competing with you bro <3

Just faced a DDOSer from eu in 1s on SSA servers. Went five goals up and he crashed the server, -13mmr 👍 what a great game! If anyone knows a way to counter this please let me know. And I'll be reporting "tiktok tricepgod" while I'm at it.

I feel a lot better about not making main event losing to the team that took down limitless.. 😅 and still having one goal games with them. Exhaust era incoming?? 🔥👏 Looking forward to next regional! 😈

Just narrowly missed main event losing to some goats from EU, so proud of the team right now, best result I've had this year! 👏 Wasn't an easy starting bracket, but we did so well to clutch up to at least top 24 ❤️ Exhaust for the win 🔥🔥

My first game after updating had a teammate who apologised for taking my boost when he saw I had zero. The accountability update 👏