lowkey one of the biggest things that helped me escape depression was to stop thinking as much.
i really resonate with allen watts
"A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts. So he loses touch with reality, and lives in a world of illusions"
"just go gym"
"just play game"
"just work"
is so valid. find hobbies that bring you joy, find people to spend time with to talk to, and just live. of course self reflection is important but a mere 15-30 mins/day is more than enough for legit everything
This is literally just aimbot gameplay. Not even the fastest CS2 player has aim like this. If these guys were this good, They would already be doing Esports to make easy money.
someone just typed "if you int i'm never swapping for top again"
and i said "I will int but i will try my best in the process" as a joke and got banned
LOGICALLY the ban makes full sense from an AI's perspective but i am clearly joking
i'm fully okay with the punishment cuz the alternative is someone being able to hold the game hostage and be a degen
Just gotta be more careful in the future not joke around about how bad i am in the future🥀
people will see someone smurf up the ranked latter with a 95% win rate and say the system is rigged against them and think it’s not their own skill level
i miss where people would try their best no matter the situation
shit could be the most hopeless game ever and people would try their best
the whole “nonchalant” and “don’t care” mentality is so lame to me
maybe i’m actually just getting old idk man
my own theory is that so many people just wanna go next game cuz they’re chasing rr/lp instead of doing practice blocks where they work on skillsets
i could also be looking at my past with rose tinted glasses though. but i swear it wasn’t always like the current state of gaming
