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I am performing feminity today

Failing will not determine my worth as a human being I said as I cry

My cuts looks like that pastry pic

"Can I see your phone?" Hold on, let me delete my 102929 bodychecks and cuts pictures please

How to look more masculine when u can’t cut your hair, don’t have access to T, can’t even buy a binder I have to just kms or what

I really need to stop buying things that will trigger me bc I always b/p and I'm not losing weight at all, I'm sick of this. It’s been a whole year and I almost lost nothing

Found something to bind, is it unsafe? Yes Who cares my chest is flat now, a win is a win

I should have never learn how to purge bc it’s always "one last time" and it's never one last time. This is hell, idk how to stop

today was a metab day yes

Bmi 20 is a prison

Failed my exam, nice I'm such a fucking idiot

Almost 1k cals at 10am, everything’s fine

Never thought losing 5kgs was this hard bro

I really don’t want to give up

I think I'll just stick to being a girl and never talk about wanting to be a man, I'll never be able to transition or anything. I'll kms soon enough anyway so it doesn’t matter ig, nobody will ever know about this and I don’t want to keep living like this, I feel miserable

I think i'll be able to have a binder soon, which one should I buy?

Wait what if my neighbours just heard me purge the walls r thin asf here

Unfortunately I didnnt get to enjoy my beer too much bc I just purged it, next time I'll drink after b/p

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Fighting with myself with not dming anyone while im drunk bc i knownmy as os annoyingn