what if i cut my stitches off and let myself get an infection and then get really ill so my parents have to take care of me
i will do anything to prove my mom wrong and that ppl like my drawings and that im not useless i will even fucking cook w heavy ass pans when im not supposed to lift anything at all Please im at my lowest trying not to do anything stupid
pls someone buy from my store i cant deal wmy mom yelling at me to go to work i cant find a job every place either ghosts me or rejects me i cant move my arms a lot for a month im so tired shes always so drunk because of me bc she hates me
can someone pls come over and help me with my surgery recovery i genuinely cant do this alone any longer im in so much pain
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that oomf who has survived my four account switches and follows me on all my actual socials
he keeps treating me this way and i had to cook for myself again im so not gonna recover lol its onlt been a week and my stitches are bleeding from not staying still
my stitches are bleeding from using too much strength so i ask my dad for help w heavy shit since the only person in this house who understands im in recovery and in pain is at work and he yells at me shit like “what are u a fucking handicap now? u cant do anything af all?”
no i literally cant and its making me feel like shit like a burden like a bad person for getting rid of a condition i developed my body is still healing from all the pills i took and he doesnt seem to understand at all
deleting tweets 1 second after posting them because im too grown for fanwars especially in the same fandom but man idk let americans complain abt the merch that shit is lacklustre id complain too the fuck
i will complain abt taesans usage of ai for literally anything like bro open the weather app i will complain about the tour not extending to other continents i will complain about song lengths i will complain about anything i will never be satisfied






