I don't wanna die, I don't wanna harm myself, I'm just scared and I don't know how to handle this stress despite having the same panick attack within years. I'm scared I'm scared I need help I wanna cry, I wanna throw up, I wanna just stab myself, it's too much,
I hate everyone I'm going to end everyone I'm going to kill everyone I hate you I hate you so much kill yourself then I'll kill myself
I wanna cry so bad, I wanna scream out loud, I wanna crash out, I don't want tomorrow to arrive, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to meet my classmate, I don't want anything. I just want to stay in my room and cry and throw stuff
Fuck I can't do it, I cannot, it's too scary. I don't know what I'm scared of, I just can't do it. Going to school, doing works, seeing my classmates, I wanna cut everyone off again, I want to drop out again, I want to just lock myself in a room and starve myself again