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Dear aku.
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The irony of missing someone that might doesnt even regret leaving me behind. Like i said, grief is weird. I cried uncontrollably tonight for 30 mins
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I took my bulletproof vest to hug you better, but you shot me instead.
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nobody prepares you for the amount of pain and grief you experience when you have to forgive yourself for believing someone was actually a genuine person. the hardest part isn't just their betrayal. it's the shame you carry for ignoring your instincts.
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By the end of the day, you are exactly what im afraid of.
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It's been a month though.
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Oh im sorry if i still whined about how hurt it was. How i still cant take any meals and only took a couple of tiny snacks through the whole day. How grief still hurt like hit u with a truck on random days. I thought this particular person was my last one until he showed he wasnt
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So im sorry if i still whined about how bad i am hurt. Im taking my time to heal and process all of the grief. I dont want my heart to be hardened just because this particular person. So im sorry if it took a long time for me to heal
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Im sorry if i still whined about it. It was that serious for me. IT IS that deep for me. So im sorry if i still whined while processing the grief. I even took a week to process i was betrayed and treated bad. So im sorry if i process this slow. IT IS that painful for me.
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You dont even know, but thank you for responding my sos signal this time. Our conversation lessen my sorrow a bit 😢
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every distance is walkable if you’ve lost your will to live
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All eyes on Papua 🥺 #KARHUTLA #alleyesonpapua
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I did my part. I hope my absence gives you peace that my love couldn't.
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The art of surrender
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It's still funny i still learn how to eat after that kind of grief. While maybe the other person is already living his best life act like nothing happen.
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It didn’t kill me, but part of me died that day
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the art of Ieaving things unsaid because saying them won’t change a thing
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Grief is weird. Atp it's so miserable
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"with His will, even birds will defeat elephants"
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Wow konsisten ya dia, di lapor pak sm temennya di cagur pdhl pro pemerintah wkwkwk. Memang cocok lah dia ni diidolain, naturally funny, ga tone deaf pula
Salah satu public figure yang keren, gunain powernya dengan baik, dan paling rajin Speak Up. Wendi Cagur 🔥🔥🔥
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