𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓌.

⠀ 𝕴 dreamt of being wanted: some object of desire – something heady and sweet and worthy to be held down. ⠀

i like to pretend that you didn't mean as much to me as you did. but deep down， i know the truth. when i write， it's about you. i may lie to myself and say it isn't， but it always is. it's always been about you.

i desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

i am so fucking 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 with you .