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Joined April 2020
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cabbit love
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i need dick or i will kill myself!!!!!
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going outside at night when you're psychotic
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almost 3 years and all i see in the mirror is an imitation of a human that's neither man nor woman, i understand that i must persevere and i will but i still feel empty.
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every so often, especially lately, i snap back to reality, out of the dissociation and get reminded that i am a real life trans woman and that the rest of the world despises my kind with an unrivaled hatred and it terrifies me because i'm powerless against it
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a trans woman got assaulted recently in my country and the medias are dragging her through the mud for it, every year there's dozens of trans murders, online people are always arguing about our rights to exist and live as we please. i'm tired.
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I’ve spent thousands upon thousands of hours in psych wards and when I tell you that most psychiatrists see every uncomfortable emotion and difficult thought as a problem to be drugged away, I am not kidding.
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I'm a disabled trans woman in need of employment, and I need transportation in order to achieve said employment. please consider donating to my gofundme, every little bit helps gofund.me/c71873f4a
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non-dysphorics did a good job at twisting the word ‘transmed’ into losing its actual meaning transmedicalism is to keep trans healthcare as restrictive as possible and is anti diy hrt promoting diy hrt as a broke third worlder isn't transmedicalist. do your research
“you don't need hrt to be trans haha you're so valid the way you look”
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there's no point in thirst following me from that one post btw i'm taken and don't intend to post myself on here ever again i'm too dysphoric for that now
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"what was your biggest impact on the internet ?" i believe this edit that got 2m views on tiktok like a week after i posted it
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if i made this nowadays i would be called a larper until the day i die
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i got flashbanged by this old picture of my midriff when looking back at old posts and got dysphoric because i look nothing like that anymore
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ive got a big tummy pouch now instead from drinking and unhealthy eating habits
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what is with ppl online telling trans women not to change their bodies ? the whole point of transitioning is to transition. "ohh but you don't need ffs you're so pretty" bitch that's not up to YOU. so much for bodily autonomy until a trans woman wants to feel better in her body
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maybe its because ive been on it since i was a kid but i never understood why ppl take xanax recreationally bc that shit does basically nothing after a while, unless american xanax is different ? even when i just started taking it, it doesnt even get you high whats the point
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if your “gender abolition” just means “no one transitions or alters their body” i want no part of it
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"why're you looking at me like that... are you thinking of k-kissing me ? eek! >_<." i say to the eerie apparition silently staring at me in the corner of my poorly lit room
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this 97 year old passoid still honlarps the old-fashioned way
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ellie! retweeted
How life feels after you stop listening to doctors and bootlicking queers and just inject 10mg EV every week with no anti-androgens and get 700pg/mL Estradiol levels
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i don't need alcohol when i can get drunk off of huffing her sweaty balls without damaging my liver
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