it reminded me of some tumblr post where someone said that they get gender envy over how sean dresses xD
day 5 i dont like scratchwake but my friend is going through the uncomprehensible horrors by my demand so its fair
guys please stop tagging actors on your ship posts its like incredibly disrespectful you dont know these people
on a verge of fucking things up with my irl and i feel so bad about it because it wouldnt make me happier and almost doesnt mean anything to me but he would be so. sad and broken and i kinda feel bad for thinking about it and for giving him hope😭 # personal
bestie tried to comfort me and brought up this I DONT EVEN REMEMBER I DREW THAT
thanks for liking but i would really appreciate if you didn't. i think im sad enough and i dont think i want seeing people basically saying "yeah im sorry you cant do nothing now"
(related to previous posts) im going to cry. i dont know. its so fucking humiliating to not being able to even DRAW AT THE SAME LEVEL as 4 years ago. and mind you its MY oc (first pic is today)
like can you see it?these are 3-5 years old. it used to look alive and im so sad. not only because of that but also because of my mind kinda falling apart to the point that I'm not able to create anything that has meaning. not to mention that i actually used to draw better lmao
Replying to @cherrymnog
i think it wasnt always like this and only started like 3-4 years ago probably because of my worsening mental health
























