davi

At the end of the day, if people tell themselves a lie long enough that they start to believe it and make real-world decisions based on it, the loser is not me. My life is an open book. Literally. A 590-page book you can find on Amazon or Roving Heights. There's nothing about me, my personal history, or my motivations that is a secret. If the urge to believe things about me that came out of someone's hallucinations outweighs the importance of the value that I create, then I'm clearly not creating enough value for my people, which is fine. The thing is that I cannot really do more than I have already done. I'm already at my physical and mental limits. I have gone through things and put myself through experiences that normal people will never witness in 3 lifetimes. One thing I have always been very clear about is that my motivations are internal. I have always believed that I have to do what I have to do because it is nobody else's job to fight for my future and that of my unborn children. I've never done any of this for external validation. I live way too much inside my own head for any of that to matter anyway. So if the situation now is that the ability of a noisy minority to poison the well of public opinion with some of the most malicious and mean-spirited lies in existence outweighs the urgency of what I try to do in a space where 200 million people are being constantly manipulated and casually exterminated like they're 200 million ducks or catfish, then I have to acknowledge that I have failed. Even right now, Nuhu Ribadu's NSA Office has been busy speaking to the authorities in Kenya, Ghana and the UK as recently as last week, while they continue to work on their obsession of bringing me to Abuja as a trophy for Emperor Bola Ahmed. And yet what is apparently important for public discussion is who I married or who I had sex with, plus some malaria hallucinations from a failed former journalist who never accomplished anything in his career. These are the things my people are discussing. Even at this late hour, we don't know who our enemies are and who is on our side. This can only mean that my fundamental objective - to help uplift the consciousness of my people - has not had any success. Basically, I have failed. Whatever I've been doing is not working. I've spent nearly 6 years of my life on a project that hasn't moved public consciousness forward one single inch from where I met it in 2019. I put myself into a lot of trouble along the way, but it didn't really amount to much. So this is a message to @NuhuRibadu. You can leave me alone and stop talking to Ruto and Akufo-Addo about refouling me. I will not disturb you people anymore. I'll focus on my Pan-African political commentary and news about the Sahel region, but I'm leaving the Nigerian space for you. I clearly overestimated both myself and my people. The mistake was mine.