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i dont think i can ever stop missing you

i miss how you cared about me at some point

i wish you would message me again to check up on me and talk with me

who up wishing they had a relationship that goes well for once heh x) :P ^_^

i want to scream so loud

i literally hate everyone i hate my family i hate my life i hate everything i hate how people pretend i hate it i hate it

i only felt good when i almost froze to death and hallucinated then passed out why did they have to save me i was so close to being okay for once

why am i a pussy why cant i throw myself off a building already or just slit till i bleed out why am i so pathetic i am good at literally nothing and never have been

why is it that i cannot let go why do you not care why do you not message me why why why why why why

why did you make me promises again just to leave yet again

why did you pretend

why is it always like this why is life so fucking awful why is there always something i am so tired so fucking tired

i miss my life when it was with you i miss hearing you i miss everything i am losing it i am losing it why cant anyone ever love me and stay

i dont know how much longer i can take this for i literally do not want to breathe anymore i want to die so bad so bad so bad

i want to pull my hair out i dont want to do this anymore

i feel like im going insane

i literally do nothing other than rot in my room and feel like shit i wanna die so bad i have no life nothing going on for me i am stupid

who want me i wanna be someone's who want me who want me is this thing working who want me?

what's truly the point anymore