☆Maria☆

it took me a month to read the great gatsby but i can read a 100k word gay fanfic in half a week

idk what im doing wrong for nobody to like me when everyone else has double digit friends and i dont get why i have to be the school lolcow i just want to be good enough

nvm i might push it up to today i cant do this anymore

walked past a girl and she said "ew what is that" is it over

istg if i go the whole school year without going to a party or getting any friends im going to kill myself

punishing myself by not going out for halloween bc i promised myself id be skinny by now

i wish there was a roadmap telling me exactly what i need to learn and when in order to get good enough at art

hmmmm i should try thrifting sometime

im probably never going to post any of my "art" online bc its so embarrassingly terrible that id be clowned on until i kms

>try drawing >fuck up horribly >repeat several times >give up for the night >cry myself to sleep >repeat

how do i make a reference without using ai bc i genuinely cant put it into words

mfw i just learned 1 point perspective with cubes and now i genuinely have the audacity to think i can draw anything

why are you guys so obsessed with my necklace😭😭 absrdity.straw.page

probably change my name bc who would want to be named jeremy absrdity.straw.page

the actual cross is maybe like 1 and a half inches long but i didnt really care enough to measure it or the chain

im like a quarter irish but im an amerimutt so idrk the other half absrdity.straw.page

what software should i be using for art? i only have krita and paint but idk how to use krita well

of course shes nonverbal shes a fucking baby