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I don't think so. It might mean something other than the competition is missing for you. Motivation/enjoyment is usually sourced from having a sense of self-direction, feeling competent, and a sense of belonging. Maybe take a look at those 3 aspects and find the weak link

Us hitting the peak of our performance only comes after we develop and feel fulfilled by strong habits and rituals in day to day life for physical, emotional, mental/cognitive, and spiritual capacities. The will to win is not nearly as important as the will to prepare to win.

It is once we handle our responsibilities to ourselves we can access the peak of our performance. Take the physical side, something often neglected. Your body fuels your brain. The better you take care of yourself, the more fulfilled you feel, the more often you can play at peak.