I’m keeping an eye on it

Hello, I'm from Indonesia, and I just turned 28. And I am a loser. A real loser. In 2018, while I was still studying for my bachelor's degree in law, I started learning trading, specifically forex. I made my first $3,500. In 2019, I started focusing on cryptocurrency trading and made at least $2,250. In 2020, while working on my law thesis, I discovered the $BNB meme coin. I think I made more than $8,000. First of all, thank you, @cz_binance In 2021, I graduated with a law degree and focused on making money through crypto: spot trading, futures, meme coins, and farming airdrops through testnets and retroactive rewards. Between 2022 and 2023, my savings reached at least $160K. In May 2024, I decided to propose to my girlfriend. We were planning to get married. In July 2024, I lost everything. My phone and laptop were damaged after being submerged in water, and I lost the seed phrases to several wallets, leaving at least $160K trapped inside. Since August 2024, I have been mentally devastated. I eventually had to seek treatment at a psychiatric hospital. I stayed depressed in my room, barely going outside or eating. 2025 was the darkest year of my life. My marriage plans fell apart. All my assets were gone just like that. At the beginning of 2026, I tried to rise again and started working for a monthly salary of $180. Oh, and now I'm active in Web3 again, trying to rebuild my wealth from scratch, with giveaways on the side. Looking forward to connecting with more people who are determined to rise from the ashes. This is my story. I'm not sharing this because I have made it. I'm sharing this because I'm still trying. And I hope one day, I'll be able to look back and say: "I made it through."