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Wildernessing Alone Usually Near Water Ephemeral Light Hunter outdoors is home Invisible & chronic illnesses ankylosing spondylitis (C) @hottriggeredkiwi

New Zealand
Joined October 2009
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Cloud Bow Sunset. Lake Rotoroa. Hamilton, New Zealand. ( C ) hottriggeredkiwi
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And this is all before I found out many mountain peaks had a tapu area. And it is to my eternal shame since. Have always lived otherwise where I can to respect cultures, no matter whose. – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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4/4 end of this wee screed, Historic Image, cont'd, Now the mountain is a whole another shape, and probably the hardest one yet. It's not the best photo as it's a camera shot prior to coming into this place. Apologies, not great with the counting. (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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History image, Okay from approximately just over 50 years ago. We used to camp on crater plateau, cathedral rocks are in this photo but we spent a lot of time on them two. It's not the best photo as it's a camera shot 3/4 almost (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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History image, Okay from approximately just over 50 years ago. There are other peaks like Paretataitonga, with the curved ridgeline and crevasse we spent lots of time training and just playing about until our frozen hands couldn't handle any more. 1/3 (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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History image, Okay from approximately just over 50 years ago. A long time ago I climbed Mountains. This is from the highest peak on Te Ika-a-Māui/the North Island. One of many peaks amongst many around the crater plateau of that time of Ruapehu. 1/2 (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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Apologies for the gap since last entry, hasn't been a great week with learning WhāCSīna (Fah-See-nah) is more aggressive, way faster due total lack of immune system.
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Hi to all, its been an awakening, still putting pieces together. It's amazing how almost an memory erasure can happen, So with clues and help from the hospice, and palliative care teams. Brilliant. Quite excellent and wrap around services. District Nursing brilliant too.
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2/2 Any immune system would act like a sea anchor / or like tying a trunk of a tree to your waist while walking along normally, be it a concrete footpath or along an unformed track.
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Reeling back t' Mists, o' Reeds Bedded; Trout filled waters await t' creative auteurs n' silent dawns to view alone; Warmth~he knows it's incoloured only. Real heat~tis hours away Magpies' cheerful chortle, defines day's dawn'n day~rime, clearly as pleasant pheasants hortle. (C)
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I've renamed my cancer so it's easier to say, yet giving it some respect out of some fear, that it's real, & because it will take me out~ From stage 4 cutaneous squamous cell carcinoma thru a shortening of all the medical jargon, & making an acronym work turning it into te reo
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Two Years Today ago, living day's like our time is endless, and it is, as meaning we have no use by date, Yet, if we treat each opportunity as if we shan't pass by here again, our focus may be more focused. #RotoruaDistrict #wetland (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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Interesting names, and I've seen the same or similar in other olde cookbooks / recipe books of the same era. I've not chased up any details to date. Fascinating though. – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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It's been only a couple of months since a life determining sentence was issued to me. The acceptance n' reality is only just beginning to be processed. It kinda sucks, and cancer sucks, and, for my wife? who also thru no fault of her own, is struggling. It's hit her hardest. – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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Pōhutukawa Portal Thru which Moutohora Or Whale Island can be seen. A favoured location and one I'd love to visit as soon as practical for many reasons. Medical stuff and cancer in the way. #GibbosonWheels #WhakataneHeads #Whakatane #Newzealand (C) #hottriggeredkiwi
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Alchemic Transience Ephemerality amid Aetherial, Dawns day's evidence clearing night's night to dissolution, dissipation and dispersion; A valleys mists clearing to clean clear air. mists dissipation n' merge, emerging as aether"in (C) #hottriggeredkiwi – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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Finding Fisher across wetlands' sweep, image hunter heeds, espies fisher's form. This began, as pieces of seasons' n' suns; Lifetime's o' trees n me each weathered n' worn, this morning in time, sharing this light sublime. @WeatherWatchNZ (C) #hottriggeredkiwi @PanoPhotos – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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An end of treatment stage, ā kōwhai seed was placed on the tree. And today days later, still feeling the effects of the treatment, so it's rough, and have had better days. Hospice is coming tomorrow, should prove interesting. (C) @hottriggeredkiwi – at Rotorua District, New Zealand
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These people, strangers, volunteer to help those going through nightmares unimaginable. Hamilton's Lions Lodge for Cancer is where the love of strangers, becomes a highlight of your day. Some will be weeks here, sharing tales n' tears, my time will be shorter, n' shortened
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So looking forward to being home tomorrow. A tough week with more to come. I've been surrounded by people who I don't know; and, where these same people support in any, and every way they can, myself and others going through our unimaginable nightmares. 1/2
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Lakeful o' Skies Recently here; Canadians, of Geese Paired. On pollen tides, feathered tings float their ride. Spring's dawn displays finest tiniest tree cladding worn. A few days treatments in, shattered, with weeks more to follow. People are amazing (C) #hottriggeredkiwi – at Hamilton City, New Zealand
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