Okay so trigger warning ahead this is sort of a vent post here, bc I gen have no one to talk to atp.
A few days ago I went to one of my friends house, actually some kind of flirtish thing but not openly too. Anyways, fast forward I'm at his house we are hanging out and-
Anything I'm pansexual, I've dated both men, women and other types of genders (non binary, gender fluid, ect) but I've never felt uncomfortable with them. This one still makes me feel sick though, it wasn't a nice at all. Idfk how I'mma shake this guy off
Atp time to time he texts me and I say that "I wanna meet too" Bc if I say no I'm pretty sure he would be telling shit out to other ppl. I make little excuses that I know that would make him cancel out even coming over and I still get disgusted over ts and before anyone says-
And I finally managed to get myself home right? But then he texts me that it was nice I had to bite my tongue and say yes bc I didn't wanna hurt his feelings. He then complained I left too early and I practically fled which is true, I fled on purpose saying I was embarrassed.
Know we were kissing and I don't think I enjoyed it at all. I broke that kiss at least 10 times to say enough, that I wanted to go and he kept kissing me again and again, at one point I was pinned to his bed. And at another point he grabbed my bottom which still makes me sick-
Suddenly he is like touching my face and all, I didn't mind that really I don't mind people touching my face then as I was preparing to leave and all which I was tryna leave I hugged him, I felt him like HARDEN against me which sure alright hormones right? Right. Next thing I-
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10.29.2026
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I genuinely don't like how the background turned out @Livingplague47 but finished J portrait
I still haven't made any updates on my J portrait... Idk what to add as an background dude atp you pick , classic Mona lisa background OR copper-9 background
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Progress!! :3
Now I need to do the background and fix the hazard stripe thingies on the tip of her arms and maybe fix the blue part idfk #murderdrones
I realized I didn't know what to do for the background and I cannot choose
50%copper 9 for background
50%classic Mona Lisa backg.
2 votes • Final resultsThis is still a massive wip I have to fix her arms.... :/
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