Kai Kat ♡🌛🐾

Hello my sweet Lumis I am making this announcement not to cause fear or panic but just to simply reassure my absence isn't permanent. I *WILL* be back, I just need a couple days to focus on myself and reground myself basically. Some might know but this time of the year is really hard for me due to seasonal depression mmmm and I find myself particularly struggling at the moment. I rather be transparent and honest now and take a small break than to bottle it up and have to eventually take a lot longer off. I am too the point tho I am pulling back from everyone and feel like I dont belong in any space, even my own. It isn't healthy anymore to just hope it goes away. I have to take the time to address it and pick myself back up. I never want to bring yall down with me so I need to make sure im in tip top shape. Im ofc still here for you all and I might post occasionally here or Twitter but there will be no streams/work from me til the 4th. It is going to be so hard not to LOL however, my want to be better for you out ways the need of working. My lumis ik you'll beat me up for this but I am truly sorry it has come to this. I never wanna break and i wish I could always shine bright for you but unfortunately it isn't always a full moon. Thank you for being here even when there's no moon to guide you. It is hard putting myself above our time together but I know in the long run this is for the best. My friends im so sorry I have pulled back so much and haven't been msging as often. I've been finding DMs exhausting and overwhelming cause I overthinking *everything* and end up feeling like a bother even tho ik that's not how you see me. I know this is kinda dramatic but I've never taken a break like this before so this feels so scary and new to me. My breaks have always been forced upon me by my health but this time I am the one choosing to step back a little. If I was to over explain even more I worry you might feel I dont see you as important or a priority. That could never true but im sure you know that lol. Breaks for my own benefit are hard but thank you for understanding and even encouraging it. I will just take this week and be back Nov 4th so dont worry too much!!! It isn't forever and I am always your light in the dark.

I just posted my first full length video 👉👈 I would love if you'd maybe show it some love? maybe even I could get a lil greedy and you could tell me in the comments how funny I am??? 🔗👇