• If I tried half of these positions, my back would snap.
• Man, how do these guys have stamina that never runs out? 😭
• Bro's body is 10/10, stamina is 10/10, and here I am struggling for my life.
• Suddenly I start questioning every decision in my life. 💀
4/ Sometimes I take two steps forward. Sometimes I do not move at all – it is still a step, though.
I compare myself not with others but with myself from yesterday. And this is how I see my life.
I want to make good money, obviously.
But I do not want to become so obsessed with making money that I completely forget why I wanted it from the beginning.
I want money to give me freedom.
Another reason to stay stressed 24/7.
For me, being successful should also mean that there are enough hours to actually enjoy the life that I worked for.
I used to think that I need many things to be happy.
More money, more attention, more friends and more experiences.
Now I want a simple life,
with good health, enough money, a good mind, people I can love and freedom that allows me to choose the way I want to live.
That might be enough.
I believe that the main issue with porn is not that it wastes your time.
It is that it corrupts your judgment and makes your brain seek instant gratification.
When everything is instant, it's hard to find pleasure in the little things.
That's why I try to enjoy the simple things in life.
Gradually, but sincerely.
I've learned that sometimes you need not advice,
but a little break from it all.
A while to yourself.
To stop and not explain anything,
to not reply to any of the people who bother you.
Just to have some peace.
I believe that we often forget how important it is to just have a day of being silent.
5/ And then normal life started feeling boring.
A walk felt boring.
Sitting quietly felt boring.
Even having a normal conversation sometimes felt boring.
That’s when I realized something was wrong.