daph | MOVING ACCS!!!

this is the first and last time i'm going to address this publicly bc the research shows that responding to harassment publicly only makes it worse but everyone has a breaking point and i'm nearing mine. i wish i could tell you specifically what makes people hate me so much and want me to kill myself. i fucking wish i knew. the best i've been able to come up with over the years is some combination of misogyny and ableism and recently, ageism as well. and this is bc i never get harassed until i start getting attention/clout/popularity. people see a hot, confident, autistic woman who speaks her mind and doesn't back down and doesn't fit the mold of docile subservient woman and they think they need to humble me. but they can kill themselves because i'm never going to be bullied into submission. i'm never going to be anything less than 100% authentic. they screenshot me during mental health crises or pretend to be my friend so they can take things i say when vulnerable in private out of context to get people to turn on me. and it works really fucking well bc the evilest bitches you know have cracked the code for how to weaponize peoples' morality and ethics into inflicting unimaginable cruelty on the most vulnerable in our society, of which i hate to admit i'm included in, but the evidence showing otherwise is undeniable. if you want to know why strangers on the internet would make up such horrible lies about me, the best i can do is encourage you to watch the following video essays to understand why this horrific phenomenon keeps happening (which hurts the very people these loser freaks claim to be protecting from me. not to mention *i'm* a victim too, but i'm not the *right* victim, so.) if you are being randomly bombarded with encouragement to denounce me/block me/hurt me/etc. and you're confused bc what is being said doesn't align with the person you've always known me to be, consider why that is. what's more likely? that i've secretly been this evil racist pedophilic rapist whatever the claim of the week is? or that some seriously unwell people with too much time on their hands are trying to lolcow me? i quite literally cannot prove my innocence because how do i prove i haven't done something i haven't done??? something that isn't true??? there's a reason most justice systems place the requirement on the prosecution to prove crimes have been committed. and i get it. its scary to question such accusations. that's on purpose. because if you stop and say, 'hey wait this doesn't add up', then those doing the harassment get to turn it on YOU and say 'oh so you must be a racist pedophile groomer too. or at the very least you're a defender of those things.' and that's not at all who YOU are. so you either contribute to the hate yourself to get them to stay away from you or at minimum dissociate yourself from me. i cannot blame people for protecting themselves, even if it's painful and isolating for me when it happens. but please keep in mind no one is safe from this unique, unwavering cruelty. it will always inevitably be your turn too. so giving in does nothing except bide you a little more time for them to improve their tactics and make the suffering worse. please report any harassment you see. do not send me screenshots of what people are saying about me. i don't care. i can't stop them. i don't need to know. the first time this happened to me years ago, i went into psychosis from the severity of the harassment i was experiencing. it was the scariest thing i've ever experienced and it happens to hundreds of thousands of innocent people every single day. as a result, i founded the nonprofit @positeaparty to combat cyberbullying. i encourage you to look into the work we're doing (or ask me directly!) and consider joining us in the fight against it. positiviteaparty.org video essay 1: youtu.be/_QsIx1A4LBc?si=_nRS… video essay 2: youtu.be/n3U20CRp_4k?si=rx2q… video essay 3: youtu.be/OjMPJVmXxV8?si=we1H…