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Joined March 2022
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the thing is ... i mean, there's times when you look at the universe and you think β€˜ what about me .ᐣ ’ and you can just hear the universe replying, β€˜ well, what about you .ᐣ ’
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after leaving lilia with lennon, he’s making his way to the bathroom near the attending’s lounge just like @twelvcmilcs asked him to, knocking on the door.
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in a foul mood, he’s looking around the hospital for @capricechaos while pushing lilia in her stroller.
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/ just a quick reminder/heads up for anyone who was unaware. 🫢🏻
𝐏𝐒𝐀. this account will be shipped with @earnestempathy as a main ship and @medicooptimist as an au/side ship. anything that is marked with: [ au ]* is in the au ship between lexie + elliot. in default ( unless stated otherwise ) lexie is with jace.
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π‘’Μ²π‘™Μ²π‘™Μ²π‘–π‘œπ‘‘. retweeted
𝐏𝐒𝐀. this account will be shipped with @earnestempathy as a main ship and @medicooptimist as an au/side ship. anything that is marked with: [ au ]* is in the au ship between lexie + elliot. in default ( unless stated otherwise ) lexie is with jace.
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he moaned into her mouth when she slid her tongue into his, eventually deciding to move them somewhere more comfortable. so he picked her up off of the kitchen counter, moving out of the kitchen and to the lounge while kissing her deeply.
she reached back to clear a space on the island, guiding herself onto it as one of her arms remained around his neck, keeping him impossibly close; moving in sync with him when he deepened the kiss, her tongue moving into his mouth.
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he quickly wrapped his arms around her when she jumped onto him, deepening the kiss as he moved towards the kitchen island to set her on it for a moment as they kissed.
she was about to talk again but fell silent when his lips pressed into hers, jumping up onto him and wrapping her legs around his waist as her hands ran through his hair, not breaking the kiss yet.
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β€œi can’t ever get you out of my system.” he whispered softly as he looked at her with his eyebrows furrowing, not giving her a chance to respond before he was leaning in to press his lips to hers.
β€œour friendship won’t be ruined.” she frowned as she looked up at him. β€œI’m giving you a free pass to kiss me right now. to do whatever you need to get me out of your system in that way.” she explained softly with a small frown.
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β€œi know, but i can’t do this to you.” he whispered softly as he looked at her with a frown, letting out a shaky breath. β€œi can’t ruin our friendship.”
β€œI will do anything for you. you know that.” she admitted with a small frown before reaching up again. β€œjust get it out of your system.”
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he smiled a little and returned the peck to her lips, pulling back to rest his forehead against hers. β€œyou don’t have to do this to help make me feel better, lex. not if it’s not what you want to do.” he whispered.
she nodded her head and she released a shaky breath, momentarily closing the gap between them to peck his lipsβ€” desperate to make him feel at least slightly better.
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his eyebrow raised as he watched her frantic movements, staring as her sweater came off. he froze in that moment, unsure if this was really happening and what to do. β€œokayβ€” yeah. five more minutes.” he whispered softly, his arms wrapping around her as he looked down at her.
she thought quickly, almost frantically as she pulled her sweater off from over her head, tossing it onto the table before moving closer to him, draping her arms around his neck and pulling him closer. β€œfive more minutes?”
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β€œi don’t ( want ) * to. but i really think it’s for the best right now.” he said softly as he turned around to look at lexie with a frown on his face, standing near the sink after putting his mug down.
β€œare you sure you have to leave right now?” she asked as she followed him through to the kitchen with her brows furrowed slightly, thinking of anything she could do in that moment to make her best friend feel better.
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he stepped back after kissing her forehead, moving around her kitchen to put away his mug in the sink. doing anything to push back his time to leave. his eyebrow raised as he looked over at lexie, his head tilted a little. β€œyeah, lex?” he said softly.
when he kissed her forehead, she leant into him, closing her eyes brieflyβ€” frowning deeply when he pulled back from her again. β€œI.. ca.. elliot?”
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he looked at lexie with his eyebrows furrowed slightly, letting out a shaky breath before nodding his head. β€œof course. as soon as i get to my sisters, i’ll text.” he said before quickly stepping forwards to kiss her forehead. pulling back before he did anything else.
her mind was spiralling in hurt and confusion as she watched elliot, slowly nodding her head in understanding to his words. β€œokay but.. will you text me? to let me know you get there okay?”
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he understood her reasons for pulling back even if she didn’t voice them, but it still hurt that they had to stop. he bit his lower lip as he looked at lexie, shaking his head. β€œi can’t. not tonight, lex. i’ll go and stay with my sister for tonight.” he said quietly.
she knew if she didn’t pull back then, there’s no way she would have. she looked down to the ground after noticing the hurt on his features. β€œyou don’t.. you don’t have to go. you can still stay here? there’s.. you have your room.”
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he moaned into her mouth when she deepened the kiss, letting out a sigh when she pulled back. he couldn’t hide the hurt on his face as he looked at her, though he nodded in understanding. β€œi get itβ€” i should go.” he said softly, stepping back to turn around.
she felt him relax against her and for a moment, she did too. her arms moving to drape around his neck as she kept him close, deepening the kiss for a moment until she abruptly pulled away and removed her arms from him even though it hurt to do so. β€œI shouldn’t.. we.. we can’t.”
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