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b/p recovery

lbmi 12 hbmi 29 cbmi 17
Joined November 2022
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also my mom keeps skipping meals or eating less than me and then snacking a lot in the middle of the night and not telling me about it so i just feel like a fucking fatass. but when i do it it's a disorder. how am i supposed to get better in this environment
i wish my family understood that taking away all of my control under the guise of "encouraging recovery" is only making the disorder more cemented in my mind
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she had a 100 cal vegan muffin for breakfast meanwhile i was sitting there with my 240 cal breakfast feeling like a Fat Chud and she only now confesses to eating a bunch while im asleep. A whole week of letting me believe my supposedly non disprdered mom is eating less than me
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and my dad isn't much better he eats nothing but soda and protein shakes and like Maybe one proper meal a day but if i do it it's a problem. Cool. i want everyone in this fucking family to go to eating disorder treatment before they try and tell me what to do
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i wish my family understood that taking away all of my control under the guise of "encouraging recovery" is only making the disorder more cemented in my mind
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> develop a disorder that's all about control > family finds out and strips all control away > "why aren't you getting better"
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taking my scales, my fitbit, making me eat 6x a day, forcing me to be hospitalized, gain weight, etc etc and you're surprised i go back to my same habits the second i get out except i want to kill myself more now
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she love the heating pad
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just got an ad on an ad. this website is insane
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thank god my mom has no concept of calories cause all i have to do is volume eat and she is none the wiser and thinks im eating a lot and doing well in recovery
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i miss living on my own i did this to myself but i just miss being able to eat nothing all day and b/p at night and have nobody gaf
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what i ate yesterday like 1200 calories or more idfk i feel so fat how tf do i lose weight fast while my whole family is on my ass about recovering and making me eat 3 meals and 3 snacks a day
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i know nobody can force me to eat but my mom literally started crying while driving when i tried to skip a snack after i got back from the airport and now im scared to not eat because i don't want to upset her but i feel so fucking fat i just wanna lose weight asap
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happy national cat day to my beautiful baby venus
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baked tofu with taco bell hot sauce and red pepper flakes for dinner #StruggleMeals
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"larparexic" back in my day it was wannarexic... they're changing the ancient texts
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well what would you like me to do
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"and eating disorder" clearly ur not functioning mentally
never develop and eating disorder youll be using a pill organizer like an old person in your 20s just to function physically and mentally
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gave the cats a bath and venus scratched me so deep i dropped my phone into the bathtub and got blood everywhere but she looks funny wet
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my sleepy baby
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