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21 ♡ bulimic ♡ bipolar ♡ recovering

Joined May 2026
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No binge November be good to me please
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living with an ED feels like this
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Made cookies for my family
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I’m trying so hard at recovery but I’m still switching old behaviors for new ones. I haven’t had an issue with over exercising for a while but all of a sudden I’ve been compulsively exercising. Since I’ve stopped purging I can’t let myself sit down. My body hurts I need a break
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how it felt developing anorexia to developing bulimia
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Maren retweeted
we don’t talk about how stressful halloween is for recovering binge purgers
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I deserve to rest but I feel so guilty not doing any steps. I’ve been eating so much and this is the only way I don’t feel awful about it. My body hurts so bad but I need to walk
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Idk how you guys do a bunch of steps everyday. I did 30k yesterday and the day before and my body actually feels like it’s falling apart. It hurts to walk. My plan was 30k today but I don’t think it’s in the cards
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I don’t care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul
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I suck at my ed and I suck at recovery. What am I even doing😂
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how it feels to have an ed sometimes
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I love boba
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Exercise purging ❌ TDEE maxing ✅
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how i feel after eating 1 cal above what my therapist told me to eat
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literally living example of why you should recover before having kids
sorry oomfs i know a lot of you hate her…i dont agree with presley sharing her methods on tiktok. shes aware young girls will view her content. but i honestly do use her as bonespo & shes super pretty. i think she posts that content because her mom encouraged her to keep going. i dont know what having an anorexic mother is like, but i can kinda understand why shes fucked up. anyways im gonna try the lax she uses soon and i’ll lyk if its good
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Maren retweeted
betting on losing dogs
Whats it called when u’re extremely self aware but keep ruining your life with the same patterns
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I purged I’m disappointed in myself. I didn’t binge tho so I’m not resetting my app and I’m still calling myself 13 days b/p free. I make my own rules
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Fatspo is trending, we are in the end times
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