nia ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

unpinning when i reach 45kg ౨ৎ༝⁺໒꒱ིྀ

i can’t do this

i will kill my self

i feel like i have no autonomy over my actions

i need to binge i don’t have binge food

as a kid, instead of comforting me, my mom used to tell me that i’d never have friends, i’d be alone & nobody would like me bc I was extremely anxious and self conscious, and lowkey that shaped me to who i am today—a person with no friends that nobody likes😍😍

my chest is tight

i kept down so many binges am i not bulimic anymore

i wanna cry i just want to have control is rhat so hard this disorder has me on chokehold i wish i were dead

why does laxative only kick in AFTER I binge like bruh i’d shit either way😒😒

it’s been a week, do I ask mom to buy it today??????😿😿

i don’t have routine or structure in my life

my mom be telling me that my bad sleep schedule will cause depression… no…… mommy….. no…….

i have a lot of unanswered replies, i will answer everyone 🙏🙏

do yall ever look at a photo you took and think “aah yes that’s from when I binged xyz”

i’ve been very fat since august please don’t hate me

i keep seeing religious christian stuff CAN WE NOT do this, i don’t want my religious psychosis-like shit back pls🙏🙏🙏

i don’t wanna turn 18😿😿😿😿