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They don't understand there is so many layers dan bukan sebatas "dikekang karena sayang" I spent years to convince myself that it is okay to grow up and live. I feel like I owe them life. Instead of afraid over pain of suicide, I'm afraid my mom will scold me when I am a corpse.
Happened to me MANYY TIMES BEFORE. Kyk... Misal ujan (when i clearly udh pake jas ujan, payung, bawa baju ganti, sendal, dsb) kek GUE MAU BERANGKAT & UDAH FINAL FIX MAU KETEMU TEMEN. I'M NOT CANCELLING LAST MINUTE! I WANNA GO & MY DECISION IS FINAL. Tutup kuping mamah mau blg apa
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ga tau deh kalo yg lain tp kebanyakan yg dikekang bgt pasti anak perempuan. its fckn bs kalo alasannya anak knp2 kalo yg dibatasin cuma perempuan doang dan akarnya udah pasti benevolent sexism. kalo bukan krn itu, ga mungkin ada ortu yg baru ngebolehin anak perempuan
jujur gue bingung sama ortu yg gak izinin anaknya nonton konser, padahal anaknya udah dewasa dan punya uang sendiri. kenapa deh kaya gitu??
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Gila komen² di post ini pada justifikasi ortu strict ke orang dewasa usia 20 tahun ke atas, malah banyak anak² korban brainwashed belain ortunya yg strict. Miris, dibela buat punya hak otonomi sewajarnya orang dewasa malah pada nolak, trs bela ortu pake alesan "khawatir/sayang"
jujur gue bingung sama ortu yg gak izinin anaknya nonton konser, padahal anaknya udah dewasa dan punya uang sendiri. kenapa deh kaya gitu??
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funny thing about suicide is that when you die, people say "we never knew, they were never open about their feelings". but when you are open, people never take you seriously. it doesn't matter. no one cares until you die
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I wasn't sensitive and unstable like this before I promise alias KONTOL #JanuariResign
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Bisa langsung sabtu aja gak sih tai
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"where do you see yourself in 5 years" di comifuro
"where do you see yourself in 5 years" dekat kinokuniya
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Gerard oppa looks more glowing ever since arrived in korea 🥹
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Gaji gw 1 bulan = 3 hari sewa gear ski kakak gw = gaji dia 3-4 hari di aussie. Terus bisa bisanya emak gw bilang "gausahlah, ntar cape di sana." Tapi hampir tiap minggu bahas anak temennya yang FG kerja di BCA gajinya 2 digit. ???? Apa sih maksudnya bgst.
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suka banget gue pembahasan strict parents ini. iya, emang kita harus rebel, tapi layesnya tuh banyak banget. the guilt, the manipulation, bener-bener gila... gue sekarang baru bisa ngapa-ngapain sejak ada cowok gue. sedih kalo dipikir tapi ya udah lah...
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"Ntar kalian udah ngerti pas jadi orang tua." Bold of you to think gw mau jadi orang tua dan nikah anjg. Ngelihat emak dan bapak gw jadi orang kayak gitu aja udah alasan yang cukup buat engga punya anak? 😭 nikah aja udah fucked up anjg amit amit, pait pait pait.
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M-COUNTDOWN COMEBACK STAGE: My Chemical Romance — Welcome To The Black Parade
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new boy group 마이케미컬로맨스 (My Chemical Romance) debuting at inkigayo! LINEUP Gerard Way (1977) - visual, lead vocal Ray Toro (1977) - leader, main dancer Frank Iero (1981) - maknae, lead rapper Mikey Way (1980) - dancer, vocals dont forget to vote for them on mnet!
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This sorta of sensitive topic for me. Orang orang di sana bilang orang tua lu khawatir. But I know deep down they just want to be you as miserable as them, they want you to suffer in a house filled with angry people, literally bird bornt in cage thinking flying is an illness.
Anda pikir semua ortu strict itu tukang cambukin anak, makanya segampang itu untuk punya motif jadi anak durhaka? No, there's layers to it. My parents are strict but not abusive. Saya nurut bkn karena takut dipukul tapi karena ada tekanan emosional yg sdh dibangun bertahun-tahun
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"Gak usahlah pergi, ribet, segala macem." Crab mentality btw. Gw sekarang sekalinya ada yang gw mau tapi bawa masalah, bukan gw selesaiin tapi gw pengen kabur dan gak jadi. I have became an inaction adult. Unlearn-nya susah banget and it is their fault.
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Terkadang gw juga mikir "udahlah ribet kerja, makan ngabisin duit lagi, mati aja." Karena pattern yang sama dengan "gak usahlah macem macem, ribet, ngabisin duit." I think my entire existence is a waste.
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“Prabowo vs Jokowi” “Prabowo disadap” “Geng Solo mulai bergerak” Peduli setan. Aku cuma peduli kalau: - MBG distop - Sumatera, Kalimantan, Sulawesi, dan Papua bebas asap - Angka pengangguran BENERAN menurun - Harga bahan pokok menurun dan stabil
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