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me and @mybesties

“you are what you love, not what loves you”

the only person who’s always there for me at the end of the day is myself

sometimes i wish someone could just hold me through it all, remind me that things will be okay, and let me put everything down for a moment. i’m tired of always having to be the one holding everything together

so many things piled up today, so many feelings i haven’t quite figured out how to make sense of, and all i want to do is cry

i processed so many emotions today. what a strange day :/

i don’t feel comfortable around anyone

trying to make a little more sense of things

one of the loveliest details was that my cousin wore one of my grandmother’s shawls and a pair of her earrings as a little tribute to her. i thought it was such a beautiful gesture

when i was little, i thought my dad was the cleverest person on the entire planet, and i still do <3

it was a little self-care day, so i went to the spa and the nail salon to get my strawberry milk nails done <3

i love waking up to the first thing i see being little rays of sunlight coming through my window and my beautiful flowers on my desk starting to bloom <3

i’m always convinced that everything is lost, and then i spend time with my friends and remember how brave and beautiful it is to still be here

that particular shade of blue as dusk begins to fall, the one that takes you back to a time when you loved someone with all your heart