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hell
Joined November 2019
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very late update i have a lovely partner now 😎😎
god i need a girlfriend,,
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🎵 I wish I was a little bit smaller, I wish I was a daughter, I wish I was a girl that looked good I would call her🎵
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today has not been a very good day
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nothing can come between a girl and her assorted heat sources
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algorithm not be weird in class challenge (impossible)
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Parents catching on to me being trans. Gulp
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#1 bitter award goes to me
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we’re the lost generation that figured this stuff out young enough to start hrt around 18-30 but too old to have transitioned before puberty so now we have to forever live knowing how close we were to finding peace in this existence
im really happy that younger people are getting on HRT sooner and even before puberty, but how do i reconcile it with how much more their success makes me hate and resent my own body
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seeing female bone structure in a young trans woman who started HRT early makes me feel nauseous about myself
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im really happy that younger people are getting on HRT sooner and even before puberty, but how do i reconcile it with how much more their success makes me hate and resent my own body
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i feel like HRT has barely affected my face at all so far so it kinda just feels like this sometimes
I still have no fucking clue why estrogen doesn’t get rid of facial hair at all hair but gives you boobs so quickly for some reason
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who want me
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unplanned expenses are so fun!!
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FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE
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i'll never forget the pain of watching my friends remain effectively unchanged over years of us being together while i just kept morphing further and further into this disgusting wretched unrecognisable beast that's hard to even look at
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+ "you know what i'd really like?" - "tell me" + "a website" - "...we can do a website" + "a real website, not some claude generated neon slop, a real website" - "i'll make you a very good traditional handmade website, one that is built with dozens of snippets from stackoverflow"
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I recreated the boymoder picrew I made a while ago Play it here: picrew.me/en/secret_image_ma…
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the mod archive has so many gems lmfao,, i found a 1996 hardcore track where the drop is a sample saying quote "do you wanna be a faggot? you fags"
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born 10 years too early to be a youngshit yaaay
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theres an art form to waking up as late as possible and getting to lecture on time.
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i have to go to uni and get molested by engineering courses and exams instead of getting to stay home and hug my pillow all day. Wtf @government fix this system now
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