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I think what fucks mee up sometimes is stress from a situation, triggers and being tired. I need to not have these in my life.

Hotdogs for breakfast. In a few I'm going down to the store to grab a couple of things to bake cookies later. Then I might play outside, depends how I feel..as right now I don't feel focused or driven.

I feel tired n bothered. Rushed but I have nothing going on.

Try not to let certain thoughts in. They bug you because you think about them. Yes it's hard but focus on thinking about something good.

Hungry.

726AM. Dark...like dark dark.

Okay...so I talk about lists and things I want to do, things I'm doing and going to do, but as I add to my list I realize how much stuff there is to do and it's crazy but..every one I get done is just that, one more done and that's awesome, so remember to keep moving forward 🙂

I think the new me is just the old me or just me and how I am and was before the damage.

Last night had mc dix shortly after chilli then before bed a burrito and it's morning and I'm kinda hungry..wtf? Maybe it's because my mind n body are working together now and looking after each other.

611AM. Hellos 👋. I hope you are well.

I like doing nothing. I like doing some things. Lately I have been really busy with stuff which is good because for so way long I was juss dead. Although now I wonder if I'm okay and just running on sick energy like an addiction? I'm happy though to get things done.

Tired. 1113PM. juss heated a breakfast burrito wrap in the microwave.

Holy...I was just looking over the list I had made for Sunday and I got zero done on it because I did zero lol. Wow that blows 😐

Hi 👋 I'm Page 💖 It's 939PM. I'm in bed relaxing and of course going over my list of things to do and looking through marketplace at things I could buy 🙂

Tomorrow we work on my brother's truck and mine and yard stuff and maybe check fitment or a door casing.

I should prolly heat up and eat the last of the leftover chilli because it's there and I can 🙂

I had a nap, woke up round 815PM. Just had a shower.

Raining. 842PM.

Long day but good.

Yeahhh mc dix 🙂