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Adult bullying is far more calculated than people realize. It is destroying someone's reputation with lies, turning people against them, humiliating them in public, deliberately excluding them, and withholding information to watch them fail. It is knowing exactly how to hurt someone while making it look like they are the problem. And some of the worst bullying happens among fully grown adults who should know better
I want to get back to streaming more Jak speedrunning, but I keep giving myself projects to work on for my streams. I want them completed before I do that. Why am I like this? 😅
I also got sick this weekend, so I'm just going to pace myself a bit. I'm just grateful to be back!
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Socially… I struggle because I believe in honesty, loyalty… and I have no hidden agenda. I am still learning at my big age of 38 that everyone is out for themselves even at the expense of others, those that appear nice are truly mean and unhealed.
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there is literally nothing worse than someone setting up a fake safe space for you. allowing you to trust and be open with them just for them to pull the rug from underneath you.
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Authentic people will tell you the truth even if it makes them look bad because they value integrity more than being liked by everyone.
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Biggest scam of all time was thinking as long as you’re good to people they’ll be good to you…
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Some people have always disliked you...they were just looking for any reason to justify their internal disdain for you already, just to make themselves feel "righteous" whenever they talk shit about you from a safe distance. Oh well! ✨️😁✨️
I wish more non-disabled people were more willing to understand how much ableism hurts us. Everyone is so scared of looking bad that they don't care to understand. That's one of the hardest parts for me, is accepting that people will never understand.
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BPD really is the worst because you could be on your last limb screaming and crying and begging for someone to just show a shred of sympathy, but then you're labeled as a manipulative abuser because you're hurting and want someone to care
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I used to excuse people who stayed neutral or quiet in certain situations. Prioritizing themselves. But I learned that I'm worth protecting and supporting. I deserve people that will speak up when I'm being harmed/abused. I deserve safety and actual support.
At 32 I am finally figuring out why learning was so different for me for most of my life. I'm finally rebuilding my knowledgebase with a stronger understanding of how my brain actually works. My capabilities have always been there, I was just held back by a system that missed me.
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i am so rucking pissed rn are you serious are you SERIOUSSS…
I JUST FINISHED RAC ON PS3 IN SEPTEMBER. ARE YOU FUCKING ME.
all of these shits are just coming out of the woodworks like nuts. oh my fucking god. i just bought og GFG, TOO.
GAAAAAAAAAHHHH. COME THE F ON.
I genuinely love to see people happy. To protect myself, I've had to narrow my focus a bit. People will take advantage of someone like me.
But last night I saw my partner so happy to see her sister and I couldn't stop smiling. Her happiness lit me up. It's so beautiful.
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NTs perceive being wrong as a failure rather than as a learning opportunity.
Being seen as wrong demotes their social status in their social hierarchy, so they will resist admitting it & blame NDs instead.
#ActuallyAutistic #ADHD #AuDHD
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Happy to announce that I've been invited to Ludwig's Fast53 event! Ur boy will be speedrunning Jak and Daxter: The Precursor Legacy!!!! LETSGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Sometimes I feel down about where I am in life and how few people truly get what I've been through. But when I remind myself that I’m constantly learning how my disabilities affect my daily life, and that I’ve basically been playing life on hard mode, I feel proud of myself.
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Hypercharge may not have sold millions. And it may not have had hundreds of thousands of concurrent players.
But... we made the action figure game we always wanted as kids. We made our childhood dream game, and that means absolutely everything to us.
Thank you all so much! ❤️

















