ive really felt like a failure and a massive letdown to everyone lately.. i feel so utterly lost within so much self hate and dissociation and no outlet for release, its scary all alone in my head but i refuse to open myself up to anyone again, i just wish i was normal
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sorry to anyone who knows me personally for being so incapable, i wish i wasnt broken, i wish i wasnt real i wish i could function normally i wish i wasnt trapped within my broken mind im so sorry
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my worst choke ever.. i want to stay positive but its really hard to tbh, i feel like such a massive failure
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i had a lotta fun streaming osu today :) really should do it more often and stop being overly afraid of underperforming, proud of myself for doing it
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